Snow Moon

Well, for those out there who are aware that tomorrow is the rise of the Snow Moon, and those who aren’t, I thought I’d go ahead and post a short story I wrote, entitled just that — “Snow Moon.”

“Snow Moon” is from my newest collection of short stories, A Murder in the Village and Other Mystical Tales of the Ouachita Mountains. It’s a little paranormal yarn about a witch and a witch hunter and lessons learned along the way. Hope you enjoy.

Snow Moon

There are questions that persist, persist incessantly in one’s mind. What is the nature of good, of evil, of self-serving action versus those who strive for selfless acts of good?

It was nerve-wracking, puzzling through these philosophical conundrums. But what was worse was entertaining such things as pragmatic concerns.

Madison Angleterre was such an old name for such a young woman. You’ll grow into it, her mother had always said. But she wondered if indeed she’d live that long, long enough to grow into it.

Ostensibly, she was a witch, being hunted by witch hunters who didn’t deal in philosophical abstracts but absolutes.

And as a consequence, she was in hiding, hiding behind the locked gates of a somewhat exclusive community as large as it was.

Some had called her a rogue witch, having ditched the coven that she was raised in as essentially a second family. She was initiated at the age of ten by her mother and aunt as a Wiccan. But then the coven had split when she was twenty, the young dividing from the old.

And, granted, everyone makes mistakes, particularly at twenty.

She’d made twenty-four a week ago. She celebrated alone. She couldn’t be in contact with anyone. It was too dangerous. The coven that she’d called home for a number of years had been split asunder, like lightning splitting through a majestic tree.

“Jayelle, you reach too high. It will not go unnoticed.”

How had she responded, their dynamic, red-headed leader? It was hard to remember. In her mind, it was so very difficult to recall.

The response, she believed, had been something like — “Nonsense, nothing is out of my reach.” Had she actually said that? “My reach?” And the others heard her as well and did nothing? But now Jayelle was in a facility somewhere, her mind turned to mush. Was she pondering the nature of evil somewhere inside that tortured shell? No, it seemed not. From what Madison understood, she was not pondering anything, reduced to the mental capacity of an imbecile.

Her heart pounded wildly in her chest with fear. Her sensitivities were collapsing in on her. Why did she break with her mother’s coven? She had thought them too inflexible, outdated, too adhered to the old ways. With one step forward was also a thousand reasons to step back, to be cautious, to be wary.

“Remember the rule of three,” her mother had counseled. It was always subject to interpretation, but the gist was that whatever energy you put out into the world, you receive it back threefold. She breathed in deeply. She had to focus, to concentrate. She looked out of the apartment over the lake outside. Just lie low, just for a bit, until the danger passed, then go home. After all, it wasn’t as if she’d done anything directly to hurt anyone. She kept telling herself that, though it sounded remarkably unconvincing even in her own ears.

*

He was certain of it. There were only three left now of the small covenant of nine. And this one, particularly gifted he felt, had broken off quickly, trying to melt into the Ouachita mountains.

“Certainly, we’ve broken their backs, their group, the leader is completely depowered.”

He frowned. Curiously, there were three of them as well, at present working together. One was a former academic, one an ex-priest, and he, with his very checkered past.

“Depowered? That seems a rather innocuous description, Clarence.”

The younger man, the ex-academic, philosophy was it, looked directly at him with eyes filled with regret. That was good. They hadn’t lost their humanity, not yet anyway.

“I wasn’t prepared, Brother. When she was confronted, I felt as though my thoughts were in a muddle. I literally couldn’t remember who I was or why I was there. And then she fell upon me, putting her hand to my chest, ripping energy out of me increasingly. I-I wasn’t prepared,” he stammered.

“Yes,” Lucas murmured. “She was apparently formidable.”

“If Jackson hadn’t shown up, I don’t know what would have happened.”

Their ebony-skinned Brother commented dryly, “I performed the ceremony quickly, more so to save Clarence, and well, she fought it, so I pressed too hard.”

“And her mind snapped,” Lucas said softly.

“Yes,” Jackson replied, seeming much less concerned than his younger Brother. But then again, he was an older, well-seasoned man in his forties and had seen much of the world during his time serving the church.

“We should always approach with at least two,” Clarence nearly whispered.

“That’s not feasible. We are only three at present,” Jackson stated flatly.

“Move on for now,” Lucas murmured.

*

An order, a sacred order, and a nearly extinct order.

La Lumiere, his father had inducted him into at twelve. And throughout its existence, its members had ebbed and flowed, always meeting in secret, in someone’s basement on a stormy night, or perhaps in the back of an antique shop in the French Quarter.

And as many of the older members had died off, they found no need to try to find replacements. This particular variety of threats to the general populations, such as aberrant magical communities, had largely died off or perhaps just evolved into an underground, nearly unrecognizable state.

Many had become not as organized, but more self-serving and rogue covens, based on, admittedly, self-gratification.

“What does that mean, self-gratification?”

“The witches of old, many were a benefit to the community. They used their talents and gifts to help people, to bolster energy to protect. But sometimes, these modern ones, who have only half-learned from books, with partial information and flawed training, are in it for themselves. They consciously or not align themselves with low ones to get as much out of it as they can, using people like parasites.”

He had frowned. He remembered that. “All?”

“No, not all, a faction.”

“How does anyone combat that?”

“How? First learn their ways, then use it against them.”

*

She’d taken out cash as she traveled, renting, trying to leave as little of a paper trail as possible. But were they following the paper trail?

Madison hadn’t actually seen anyone, not even in her dreams. Since Jayelle’s mental collapse, they’d returned. So odd, ever since she was a child, she would dream —not prophetic exactly — but largely dreams of information, guiding her and letting her see clearly the things she needed to know.

Somehow, though in all the hubbub and excitement of the new coven, she barely noticed how they’d slipped away. And with their absence, things she needed to know became opaque, unclear, and muddied.

Jayelle—the name whispered in her mind. She was a gray figure to her now, shrouded, but she would still feel her presence from time to time. There were things, suspected, ephemeral things that she could not allow herself to contemplate now.

It was February, offseason in the Village, so the room she took over the marina store was at a lesser rate, which was good for her.

Because the hard truth was she was running out of funds.

*

“Maybe we could arrange a meeting.”

“A meeting?”

“With the ones tracking you all.”

It had been the night before she’d gone on the run. She was in her mother’s kitchen, her Aunt Delphine eying her dubiously while her mother spoke.

“I don’t know if they can be reasoned with,” she answered quietly.

“Then maybe just submit, what happened to Jayelle, it happened because she resisted.”

“So, you want me to allow them to strip me of my gifts?”

Her mother spoke with grave concern. “Jayelle’s coven tried to tamper with elemental energies when they should not have. My angel, that kind of meddling with natural forces comes with a price. The law of three.”

“And those men are men you feel have the right to exhort that price?”

Her aunt frowned. She had always known Delphine, now in her fifties, to be a hard woman, not so kind, not so empathetic as her younger sister, Edira. “Well, they seem to think they do,” she muttered.

“I will not allow them to take what is mine.”

“That kind of thinking got you into this mess,” Delphine snapped back. “Me, mine, not thinking of the whole, of what a black mark the covenant of Jayelle has become for all of us, just selfishness.” The word she nearly spat out like it was something distasteful in her mouth.

And then her mother, Edira, the healer, had looked at her with eyes brimming with fear and sadness. “Without your gifts, you can live a normal life, my child. And you would not end up like Jayelle.”

“But I’d be a shell,” she whispered. “Not myself.”

“When was the last time you were yourself, Madison?” Delphine asked with steel in her voice. “And not Jayelle’s puppet?”

She remembered her mother’s words, but Aunt Delphine’s pierced her soul. Selfishness, the word hung over her like a dark cloud. Early in the morning, she got in her car and had left before dawn broke. As she drove off, she saw her aunt watching her from the upstairs bedroom window, but with no expression and evidently no desire to stop her.

She left her cell phone and bought a TracFone. Because it was very important that no one be able to reach her.

*

“Are you sure this is best?” Jackson watched him with skepticism in his dark eyes, skepticism he understood well.

“Yes,” he responded, zipping up his suitcase. “This one is different, I believe.”

A studied eyebrow rose. “Are you certain? If you have miscalculated, there will be no one to back you up. The kid and I are headed out West.”

Lucas softly patted Jackson on the arm. The stress and anxiety actively permeated from him. This whole business was proving too much for the three of them. What they needed was a break and some new recruits. “I’m certain, my friend. I have seen it.”

There was something in Jackson’s expression at that pronouncement. The two had worked together long enough for him to respect what Lucas had said. “Very well, God’s speed, Brother.”

“And to you as well, my Brother.”

And three days later, and more driving than he’d anticipated, he found himself inside the gates of a secluded community. A forested community spanning 26,000 acres, one that he couldn’t have managed to get inside without renting a property, even if it was only for a week.

If he couldn’t accomplish what he’d come to do in a week, then he did not deserve the title of master of the order of La Lumiere, even if its active membership at present had only three.

He wondered dubiously how their senior members had allowed things to go dormant for so long. “We didn’t feel the need for recruitment. This manner of evil is archaic, largely snuffed out.”

But it wasn’t, not really, just curiously camouflaged, until it wasn’t.

The group the rogue coven had targeted was agitated to a state close to madness, inciting violence, and then the dark witches had drained their energy like wolves feeding on the carnage. If he didn’t know they were vampires, he would liken them to such. That has been the account. Most covens, even the shadier ones, acted with more restraint. This one hadn’t. It had been sloppy, driven by gluttony, and their own sense of entitlement. Essentially, acting with the belief that because they could do it, they should.

That incident in the French Quarter was the red flag that had brought this order out of dormancy. Three deaths, many injured, and the spiritual toll was indeed enormous. And here he was in his small, cozy vacation home nestled by a lake and within a forest, getting ready to take on one of the perpetrators — Madison Angleterre, who believed she was smarter than him.

*

It was foggy, and he was dressed in black. Appropriate, she supposed. His hair was long, dark, just brushing past the collar of his coal-colored trench coat. He was slim, his skin pale, not very tanned at all.

She saw him walking slowly through the woods, leaves crunching beneath, yes, black tennis shoes it seemed. Everything was black, even his cargo pants, which she assumed were because of the pockets that were that dusky coal color. Was it symbolic or deliberate?

And then he stopped and closed his eyes as though focusing. “I see,” the man murmured as if to himself. “Not a meditation, a dream then.”

Somewhere, wherever she was, she drew in a sharp breath. He was cognizant.

“You can call me Lucas,” he spoke softly, deliberately. “It’s not really fair, Madison, that you can see me, but I can’t see you.”

His words swept around her, feeling as though there was a power accompanying them here. And as it was, she felt the moistness of the forest touching her skin. She looked down. She wore the scarlet red ceremonial cloak that Jayelle had insisted they all dress in during ritualistic gatherings. After she broke from the coven, she’d burned it, but here it was covering her again with only a white slip beneath.

“Symbolic,” he murmured. She looked up. He stood only yards away, leaning against a tree with mist and heavy fog all around them, permeating the forest.

She thought to speak but wondered if she was in jeopardy here. “It’s alright. The fog protects you. I’ve just awakened myself in your dream.”

“You are here in this place?”

“Not far. Your energy has a unique signature, Madison. How long have you had these revelatory dreams?” He asked quite calmly.

“Always,” she answered, “but,” then she stopped. Was it truly wise to freely give out information to this man?

“But you wanted to say, not lately.”

“You’re reading me?”

“I am, Madison.” He straightened up and began to slowly move closer to her. “Why does your subconscious cling to relics from Jayelle’s coven?” He lightly tapped the outside of the red cloak.

“I-I’m not sure.”

She noticed he had light eyes, piercingly blue, that watched as though he were scrutinizing her. “I can still feel her energy influencing you.”

She took a step backward but then hit the trunk of a broad tree behind her. “That’s not possible. Her mind has been destroyed.”

“Has it?” he whispered because he was directly in front of her now. “I always thought that was a bit easy.” It was so odd how close he was, the witch hunter, his body nearly but not quite pressing her up against the tree. His finger grazed her cheek. “I think perhaps she only abandoned the shell.”

“Abandoned? What does that mean?” She whispered anxiously, because she could feel his very breath against her skin.

And then ever so lightly he brushed his lips against hers. She was so cold. She didn’t push him away, didn’t feel repulsed, but instead succumbed to the warmth. And then he pulled back, looking at her oddly. “I still feel her tangled up in your mind, Madison. What has she done to you?”

*

Madison sat up in her bed, her breathing panicked. She picked up the cell phone on the nightstand. It was 3:00 AM.

She glanced around the shadowy bedroom. Dim, scattered light splattered across the rustic wooden floor. She was alone, but the dream still remained with her, as did the sensation and desire elicited with that kiss.

*

“I’m not sure what you’re telling me,” Jackson’s voice seemed strained. Evidently, the road trip across several states with the youngster as a companion was beginning to wear on him. So odd, in truth, Clarence was just three years younger than him. But it didn’t feel that way in experience, disposition, and emotional control.

“I’ve had contact with Miss Angleterre. I was able to get close enough to ascertain that she’s been compromised by the dark witch.”

“By Jayelle Simone? But surely all bonds were broken once I performed the binding ceremony, and she was,” he hesitated. Clearly, he found it distasteful. “When she was ostensibly destroyed.”

“Yes, on the surface it appears so. All I’m saying is approach with caution. Make sure they are separate, and before you separate them from their powers, be very sure they aren’t being used by a very clever witch who may have puzzled out how to escape her fate.”

*

Her head ached from a restless night. She dreamed, and she’d seen her foe. But it all felt so confused. She could see him in her mind, tall, slim, with dark hair, dressed in black. But where?

Where exactly had she seen him? It was very confusing, giving her a panicked impulse to flee. But she was still convinced it was best to wait, at least for a little while, until things became clearer.

It was a cool February morning, very cold, with temperatures just in the low 30s. So, to clear her head, she bundled up to take a walk on a foggy beach.

*

“Why did you target these people?” Her mother’s dark eyes were solemn, not judgmental, but also not in the least comforting.

“They’re practitioners, dark practitioners,” she’d stated without hesitation.

And she was so emphatic because she’d seen the evidence they’d uncovered often enough in her mind, in vivid, concrete memory.

There was uncertainty on Edira’s face. “Are you certain, Made?” That was her mother’s nickname for her.

“Yes, of course,” she murmured, not allowing any hint of uncertainty to pierce her reply.

*

As she silently walked the sandy shoreline of the lake near the marina where she’d rented her upstairs apartment, her mind settled for a moment.

“Don’t forget the snow moon,” she remembered Jayelle’s words. “Its energy is powerful. Some say transforming,” she’d said lightly.

Madison couldn’t remember a full moon that the coven hadn’t celebrated, always outside with ceremonies.

Some, admittedly, she found disturbing, definitely Pagan in flavor, with small sacrifices, cuttings on their arms, and ceremonies — always ceremonies to take advantage of the profound energy of the lunar event.

“Wherever you are, Madison, remember the snow moon.”

She squirmed and pulled her short woolen coat more tightly about her and her tan slouch hat down around her ears. It was a bit too cold for such a walk, but she was beginning to climb the walls. Maybe she should move on. She’d been here nearly a week, and something about the place was starting to get under her skin and not in a pleasant way.

It was picturesque enough, but something near, just beneath the surface, was steadily beginning to chafe her. Positioned on the sandy beach were picnic tables and umbrellas, no doubt occupied during warmer weather but now desolate and abandoned, only mimicking what she was feeling inside. If she walked to the far end of the lake, she’d find a walking trail into the forest. This was something she discovered only several days earlier, but she was feeling too moody just now to explore it.

As she made the curve toward more picnic tables, she noticed that, surprisingly, one of them was occupied. A chilling breeze rose for a moment, and her vision blurred, then cleared again.

She stopped, wondering if she should turn back. The figure just sat beneath one of those huge umbrellas. From what she could see, it was an elderly woman bundled up and staring forward toward the lake.

She glanced at the parking lot on the other side. There was a lone car parked there, a white sedan.

She could easily retreat. She was some yards away from the figure, and if she walked past her, she could do so with no interaction.

The wind blew and chapped her face. She should decide quickly. She couldn’t stay out here much longer.

She took in a deep breath. She needed some exercise. Down to the trail, then back to the marina store and to her apartment upstairs. Maybe tomorrow she’d make arrangements to leave. Maybe then, she repeated to herself reassuringly. So having decided, she bent her head, intent on passing by without engaging the old woman. Quickening her pace, Madison marched forward.

Everything would be alright, period, time would take care of everything, and these hunters would lose interest.

She purposefully didn’t look forward or to the side as she walked by, just down. But as soon as she passed the figure, she felt a strange sense of relief that passed through her. Something, something was off. She slowed her pace slightly and then suddenly felt the oddest thing, like a tap on her back.

More than surprised, she stopped her trudge through the cold sandy beach and turned to look behind her.

An old, scraggly, wrinkled face met hers. But with strange eyes of the purest blue.

“What?” she began, but speech stuck in her throat as a bony hand shot out and grabbed her arm.

Madison yanked away, but the grip was like iron. And then she looked up again, as that old face literally melted away and was replaced by a familiar one, one she’d seen in a dream.

“Nooo,” she screeched, struggling against his unforgiving grip, but then he pulled her harshly forward, covering her mouth and nose with a towel.

So strong was the medicinal smell that she felt herself too quickly dropping into a drugged state of unconsciousness.

*

She seemed young to him and when he touched her, touched her actual skin, he didn’t feel what he’d expected to.

One that readily embraces evil has a corruption to their energy, almost like a cancer that has infected the body. Unchecked and well-fed, corruption grows and spreads, engulfing healthy flesh, or in this case, the healthy spirit.

But what he felt from Madison Angleterre was different. He could feel degradation within her as manifestations of extreme stress, like a pure piece of paper singed on its edges by contact with a flame but still intact.

In short, he suspected she’d been duped and was foolish, very foolish.

*

She fidgeted uncomfortably in the upholstered armchair he’d deposited her in. There was no doubt it would be uncomfortable, but there was no other choice. He needed some answers, and she would give them to him.

Slowly, she shifted in her sleep, then suddenly straightened up, opening a pair of wide brown eyes that he had to admit he found captivating. Porcelain-like skin, delicate features, and shoulder-length thick brown hair. She could have stepped out of a 19th century painting.

Focusing on him standing across the room and then down at her wrists that he’d tied down to the wooden arms of the chair, those already quite large eyes seemed to get larger. “You know this is kidnapping. You can’t just do this without ramifications,” she said softly.

He frowned. “Everything has ramifications, Madison. As does the attack in the French Quarter by your coven.”

She took in another deep breath. He could see the rapid rise and fall of her chest. And more than that, he could feel it, feel much fear emanating from her.

“They were dark practitioners.”

That took a moment to soak in. He opened to her now while still maintaining his guard. In truth, he still had no idea how dangerous she could be.

Her mind was clouded, tangled in its memories. Ah, yes, now he could see. Some true, some planted, truly she’d been tampered with.

“They were not.”

Again, the dark eyes stared back at him, but with incredulity. “You lie. I saw the evidence with my eyes. Jayelle—” Then she stopped, suddenly seeming to be wary of giving him too much information.

Abruptly, he grabbed a straight chair from the small kitchen table and placed it directly in front of her.

“Madison, I know this is difficult to believe, but I am trying to help you.”

At that, her face hardened. “Is that why you drugged me and kidnapped me? Is that why you destroyed Jayelle’s mind?”

“That was not me, but Jayelle is not like you.”

“Let me go.”

“Tell me the truth, and I’ll consider it.”

She looked down, fidgeting in the chair. “Who are you?”

“My name is Lucas Allard, and I am a warlock.”

*

Her mind swirled with a strange, disconnected reality. She should be afraid, terrified really, but instead she was floating on a distracted sea of acceptance, comfort, though that sounded markedly bizarre in her own ears.

Her arms were tied down, and she’d been kidnapped by a stranger intent on divesting her of her magical gifts. And she felt strangely comforted? As though she could relax and draw a quiet breath for the first time, and then she sighed, closing her eyes. Could it possibly be?

“What spell is this?” She asked, unable not to succumb.

“I wanted you to feel comfortable.”

Madison drew another calming breath. “Then it’s all false. There is no safety here.”

“There is,” the man who called himself Lucas Allard replied softly. “I mean you no harm, and the enchantment is rudimentary. You take of it what your soul craves.”

She smiled deliberately, opening her eyes. “Why don’t you get it over with, Lucas? You’re here to divest me of my powers, and at present, there doesn’t seem to be much I can do about it.”

He frowned, looking at her oddly, but then again, what wasn’t odd about this situation?

“You’ve been unhappy for a long time, Madison.”

She looked at him with bewilderment. “I expected more from a witch hunter.”

And then something like curiosity flickered in his eyes. “Is that what you believe I am, a witch hunter?”

She squirmed a bit, and a pain shot up her back in discomfort. “You’re hunting witches.”

“I studied with witches and warlocks.”

“To what end?” she said, her back disrupting that peaceful feeling that had taken hold of her previously.

“Do you want a pillow behind your back, Madison? It’s not my intent to have you in discomfort.”

She wriggled again, muttering. “Then maybe you shouldn’t have tied me down to a chair.”

Rather fluidly, he was on his feet, grabbing a dark blue couch pillow, then lightly putting his hand on her shoulder. “Lean forward,” he murmured.

It took a moment for his words to sink in, so dizzying was the energy she felt flowing through his touch. Slightly, she leaned forward and felt him rather gingerly push the pillow down behind her back. “That should help,” he whispered, rather close to her.

“What do you want?” She couldn’t help but ask but also noted that he hadn’t removed his hand. The contact felt warming, fluid, as though some tangible intoxicant was slowly spreading throughout her body.

“I want to understand, Madison. When I touch you, it feels profoundly as though your spirit is in great pain. Whether you recognize it or not, you’ve been deceived and used.”

“I don’t—” It was hard to articulate. She was feeling so disconnected from herself, and the hand on her shoulder tightened. “I don’t understand. What are you doing to me?”

“Trying to help. Serious bonds have been placed on you that are continuing to drain you.”

“Bonds?”

“Yes, damaging energy bonds that have been placed deep and are compromising you. I need you to relax and feel peaceful because I’m going to attempt to remove them now.”

Her head was spinning, and her vision blurred over as she found herself back home again, in her childhood bed. So soft, so inviting.

Distantly, she heard his voice still speaking to her and felt the pressure of his palms on her shoulders. But it was different somehow; they were on her bare shoulders.

He had unbuttoned her sweater and pushed it down.

“Relax now, Madison, and feel peace.” She heard him. Then on the heels of that, she felt the palms of his hand warm, and then grow hot like fire scorching her, then actually melting through her skin and reaching inside.

She was still in her soft, comforting bed in her mother’s house, safe and protected. But also, distantly, she could hear someone screaming.

*

With shaking hands, he wrapped the blanket around her bare shoulders. He was dizzy, more than that, he felt sick.

There was a bucket beside them that he had placed the red coiling serpents inside, which he had ripped from inside Madison’s body. Deeply exhausted, Madison had slumped forward, unconscious. He had no idea what state, mentally or physically, she would be in when she awoke.

Once he had uncoiled the bonds from her chakra systems, they manifested in the physical world as some kind of mutated snakes. He drowned them in the bucket, sealing them in with a containment spell. They would need to be destroyed once he had the strength.

He lightly touched the side of her face with his hand. Her breathing was shallow, but she was still within the protective bubble he had placed her in.

Slowly, he began to untie her arms and heaved her into his embrace. His arms went under her legs as he scooped her up. She’d sleep for a while, and then they’d talk.

*

Madison awoke in her childhood bedroom, the light creeping through the translucent sheers behind her rose-colored drapes. Her eyes fluttered open, and she breathed in a delicate scent of violets that seemed to accompany her mother, Edira, whenever she was around. And indeed, she was sitting beside her bed in a small wooden chair she’d pulled up beside it.

“What are you doing here?” She murmured groggily, a heavy sort of drugged feeling still clung to her, and her mind seemed utterly incapable of separating what was actual and what was being dreamed. Everything was such a muddle.

Edira softly took her hand in hers and brought it to her lips to kiss lightly. Madison felt the surge of energy flow from her mother into her, stimulating her memory. She wasn’t here, wasn’t in her Memphis home. She was with that man, the one interrogating her, and then she remembered great rushes of pain, nearly unbearable pain.

“No,” her mother had her hand clasped in both of her own now. “You must be calm, my girl.”

She straightened up, her mind still spinning. “What did he do to me? Did he rip my power away?”

“No, he did not, Madison. He broke the bonds Jayelle had placed on you.”

“What?” She whispered in a rasp. “Jayelle didn’t—”

“Of course she did, Madison. Every time she performed a ritual with you, every ceremony, every time she put marks on you, every time your heart area was exposed in front of her, she created bonds, bonds to control you with, bonds to drain your energy.”

“We were sisters.”

Her mother’s usually soft demeanor seemed to harden beneath her gaze. “Sisters don’t use each other, don’t implant false memories to manipulate.”

She could feel panic setting in at her words. “I don’t believe you. There are no false memories.”

And then the grasp on her hands seemed to even tighten further if that was possible. “Have I ever lied to you, my child? Your mind has been filled with lies. Memories planted so that you would do what she wants. And be ready when she needs you .”

“Ready? What does that mean?”

“The snow moon, Madison. In only two days. It has always been her plan.”

Her head throbbed with confusion. “I can’t see, Mom. This man has done something to create all of this.”

“No, Madison, he’s trying to help you.”

“Help? Why, why would he want to help me?” And then Edira looked at her squarely and with quiet determination and unfailing strength. “Because I asked him to.”

*

Her eyes snapped open. Immediately, she knew the room was alien. Above her, a ceiling fan slowly turned, and beside her, still asleep on the double bed, was Lucas Allard, the man in question.

She looked around furtively. The door on the far side of the room, another door unopened, probably a bathroom, some maple-colored furniture, a dresser, an end table, and a rocking chair in the corner near a large window covered with mini blinds.

Gently, she made the move to sit up but found that every inch of her was aching with pain. Her skin felt chafed, and her bones hurt as though she had a fever.

With difficulty, she swung one foot off the bed onto the floor, then the other, again feeling the dizziness wash over her as she moved.

“You might want to rest before you try that.” The voice behind her startled her so that she attempted to quickly come to her feet. Then, suddenly, strong and deliberate hands caught her shoulders in his grip. “You’ve lost a lot of energy, Madison. You are too vulnerable to leave here yet.”

She took a breath, feeling her body tremble. “Let me go. Haven’t you done enough?”

And then she heard him sigh, “I truly wish that was the case.”

*

“Are you hungry? I have some cans of soup here.”

“Where are we?” She asked abruptly in a tone he couldn’t help but interpret as slightly hostile.

He glanced at the cold fireplace across the den. Luckily, he picked up some wood and other groceries before, well, before he had intercepted Madison. “In the Village.”

She was sitting at the table, staring at him stony-faced. He hadn’t bothered to bind her again. In fact, he’d only done that for the operation of removing the energy bonds that Jayelle had entrenched inside her. Though he knew very well he had only been marginally successful. He’d broken the obvious ones and, in fact, had incinerated them out back not very long ago. His throat still felt singed and scraped by the acid smell from the disintegrating serpents.

As he’d been doing just that, he had looked up to find her watching him with no expression through the sliding glass door. However strong these energy bonds had once affected her, she now seemed untouched as he disposed of them.

The problem was now the bonds that were less accessible. The psychological ones, the dark witch had spent years erecting in her unwitting disciple.

“You really should eat something.”

She turned her gaze away from him, staring off. “I’m not hungry. Did you really—” then she stopped.

“Ask me whatever you want, Madison.”

“My mother, I saw her. She said she’d asked for your help.”

He nodded slowly. “It was actually my uncle she first contacted. He was once an active part of our order.”

“What order?” she said sharply. Her eyes look so wide and dark in that finely boned face. He had to admit she was quite beautiful, delicate in some ways. But that he suspected was deceptive because he could feel her mind even now reaching out to his, foraging for answers, for the truth. But he didn’t trust, not yet, that something else or someone else wasn’t eavesdropping through her.

He stared at her, wondering how much to disclose, but deciding for the moment that less might be more.

“Tomato or chicken noodle? Being upset with me takes a lot of energy, Madison, which at present you are lacking.”

“Tomato,” she said softly.

“Iced tea or water?”

“Why? Why would she approach your uncle?”

“She was worried, he said softly. “She sensed Jayelle’s intentions were impure.”

*

“Looks like they’re programming someone who has been in the cult.”

“A cult?”

“Well, a dark coven is rather a cult. A traditional cult also utilizes energy and sometimes dark magic to influence its members. Once clear thought is compromised, people can be manipulated into almost anything.”

“So how does one begin to break such a hold?”

“First the cracks.”

“The cracks?”

“There are always cracks. The stronger the mind of the one in question, the larger they are.”

Lucas remembered in that moment staring at his uncle and feeling in his heart how deadly serious he was. However, as it was, he was only sixteen at the time and would not put his advice into practical use for some time later.

*

It was true. Madison hurt everywhere, and she was cognizant enough to know that it was a result of the ceremony that Lucas Allard had performed on her.

“Don’t fight it.” He murmured, almost as though he’d been reading her thoughts. “The energy bonds that have been draining you for some time are removed, but you’ve grown used to them. Your body, your spirit, needs time to adjust to the change.”

“Am I supposed to thank you?” She said hastily, taking another bite of the soup that was actually reviving her a bit.

Lucas glanced up from across the round kitchen table that was situated in front of the sliding glass door. “Evidently not,” he said flatly, then continued to eat his own soup.

“How long are you planning on keeping me here?”

And then he glanced up again, looking her squarely in the eyes. “Until after the moon, the full moon.”

“The snow moon?” She murmured, remembering her mother mentioning it and then something else, something else she’d forgotten about it.

“Yes, once it passes, I believe you will have turned a corner.”

“Jayelle is gone, essentially anyway.”

“Essentially, as you say. But you’re very weak, and there still is work to be done.”

*

She had no idea what time it was. There was a clock on the wall, but oddly, it wasn’t moving. She had spied one on the microwave as well, but she knew it wasn’t right, reflecting 2:00 PM in the afternoon. Yet, she knew that couldn’t be true because night had fallen outside.

Madison had decided somewhere along the way that silence was the answer. She had sat down on the well-stuffed, rust-colored sofa, grabbed one of its pillows, and watched him in stony silence.

This had been their afternoon together. Once or twice, she received an unreadable glance, but then he returned to busy work, coming and going from the room.

And she watched the door. There was one door she spied, other than the sliding glass doors, just to the side of the kitchen.

The floor plan was quite open, definitely in the style of a vacation home. The dining room and the kitchen were only separated by a peninsula, all flowing together. So, unless he took the stairwell downstairs to the bedrooms, he could always see her. She assumed there were multiple bedrooms, though she had only seen the one.

The only room on this floor that really afforded privacy, which Madison had checked out early on, was the bathroom. But there wasn’t even an outside window within, so it was of little use.

She considered getting outside and running for help. She knew very well it was a gamble.

Some houses were quite isolated here, and even if she managed to reach another, there was no guarantee it would be occupied. All in all, it was a gamble, but something inside her was pushing her to try, to get out of his clutches, his influence, for a little while.

As she was contemplating her escape, Madison felt herself getting more and more drowsy and couldn’t help but close her eyes for a few moments, just a few. Perhaps it wasn’t wise, but in truth, it couldn’t be helped.

*

A particular aroma permeated everything, a mix of smoke, ashes, and candles, and the scent unmistakably of coconut.

Gradually, she opened her eyes.

She was on a couch, but not in the den she remembered. Before her was a roaring fireplace and a cozy feeling that the stark room of the vacation house did not possess.

Slowly, with discrimination, Madison sat up. Lucas was seated across from her in a rocking chair, and before her, a white candle was set on a pristine white cloth, surrounded by ashes, and a goblet of water.

She breathed in deeply, feeling and actually smelling the fact that there was magic in the air. “This is a protection spell. My mother used to use these often,” she murmured.

“Yes, mine as well. I was raised in a coven of witches, as were you.”

She continued to breathe in deeply. There was pure cleansing to such a spell, soothing to the senses. Never had she experienced a spell or sensation like this in Jayelle’s coven.

“There is a reason for that, Madison.”

She looked at him, suddenly understanding. “You’re reading my thoughts.”

He leaned back in the rocker, seeming content with where he was at present.

“Yes, I have been for some time. Of course, it’s easier here.”

She looked away, “Then you know.”

“Of your escape plan? Of course, but I wouldn’t need to read your mind to pick up on that. Just to save you some wasted energy, we are quite isolated here. It would be very difficult to achieve your goals, or should I rather say hers.”

She looked back at him with some confusion. “Hers?”

He nodded slowly. He seemed to be studying her somehow. “Yes,” he said softly. “She can’t affect you here as she can when you are in the physical.”

“Here? Where are we?”

“My house, I have one in Natchitoches. Be still for a moment, Madison.”

She frowned, taken aback by the firmness in his tone. “There is something, something physical she has bound you with.” Breathing deeply, she felt the dizziness overwhelm her again. “What has she placed on you?”

“Placed? I don’t know what—”

“It has to be permanent, an alteration of some kind.” Then suddenly he was on his feet, approaching her, standing in front of her.

“Get up,” he said quietly.

And she did so, almost feeling as though there was no choice. “I don’t know—” he suddenly placed two fingers in front of her lips.

“Ssshh,” he replied with determination. “Madison, there is something physical tethering you to Jayelle. Something that she is still using.”

“She can’t,” she muttered, feeling a strange horror filling her. “She’s gone.”

“No, I’m afraid she’s not. And she’s looking for a body, a body she can house her disconnected spirit in.”

Her eyes widened in dread at his pronouncement. “The snow moon,” she’d always said. “It has the power of transformation.”

“I feel as if she has put something on you. A cut would heal. It would have to be more permanent.”

She drew her breath in with a gasp. They were all laughing. It was more like a party with food and wine. Jovially, Jayelle had taken it out of her pocket — small circles, two overlapping circles.

“We’ll be sisters,” as she heated its metal with the flame of a black candle.

“It has to be on the torso, nearer the heart to bind fully,” he murmured.

She looked up into his piercing eyes shakily. “I’m not sure.”

“Show me,” he compelled her almost hypnotically.

With shaking fingers, she unbuttoned her sweater, then lowered it, turning around. She felt his fingertips brush the small brand on her lower back. “I see. This was hidden from me,” he said, almost to himself.

“It’s permanent.”

“Well, nothing is permanent. We’ll just have to adapt it to our benefit.”

*

When Madison’s eyes opened, the night had fallen outside. Lucas was in front of the fireplace, stoking a fire that had not been there when she’d fallen asleep.

She sat up as the intensity of her dream rushed back into her mind. “Lucas,” she said impulsively as he straightened, then slowly turned around to face her. There was a panic in her chest, and it burned. The small brand on her back had become inflamed.

“Is it—” He held up a single finger in front of his lips to silence her.

“Eyes,” he murmured, and she looked around in panic.

Slowly, he moved to her, extending his hand. Disorientation was flooding through her mind as though she simply couldn’t think at all. She took his hand, and he pulled her to her feet, yanking her into an unexpected embrace in his arms.

“Follow my lead,” she heard him distantly in her mind, and then suddenly he held her close and was kissing her. Instinctively, she tried to pull away, but his arms were like steel. Again, in her mind, “Follow along, Madison. Trust me.”

So, she decided, and she let go, allowing and returning his passionate kisses.

He pushed her back to the sofa until they were both sitting. Then he was kissing her more, but on her neck, his hands going up under her sweater until he was brushing her bare flesh.

So odd, it felt languorous as though energy was flowing everywhere he touched and within her, stemming the fear and panic like an anesthesia.

Then, suddenly, he pulled her sweater directly over her head. She felt the chill surround her, but didn’t mind as his mouth was on her flesh and his hands running along her back.

And then he kissed her once more, then spun her around unexpectedly so that her back was to him. Without warning, she felt it —something hot, so hot, connecting with her skin, then burning her right atop the tiny brand.

It startled her, and she cried out, not exactly in pain, because it didn’t hurt as one might expect. But a great wash of pain did pass through her, on the inside, as though within some cord had painfully snapped.

“Easy,” he whispered to her, holding her still tightly with one hand. “I’m sorry,” he murmured. “That will leave a scar.”

She was breathing heavily in his arms that were wrapped around her tightly, still pulling her against him. “It’s broken, Madison. She has nothing left to anchor you with.”

*

It stung. She showered off with the coldest water she could stand.

“It will help your energy,” he told her, which, given the temperature outside, in the lower twenties, was quite a hardship.

“I don’t understand.”

“It was a brand of sorts, small but not insignificant. I imagine she did the same to the others.”

She struggled to remember. Everything in her mind felt like an odd shamble of images. “I-I can’t be sure. Something’s happened to my mind.”

He was softly dabbing the spot on her back with a warm towel. “Don’t fight it. It seems Jayelle has quite the gift for suggestion.”

She looked at him oddly. “Suggestion? What does that even mean?”

“Placing of false memories. She would use her energy to plant strong suggestions in your mind when you were particularly vulnerable, and a false memory would be forged and reinforced with your belief in it. It can be quite damaging.”

She took a quick breath, still feeling such waves of confusion. She was holding her sweater up in front of her as he ministered to the fresh wound that he had ostensibly created to diminish the effect of an old one.

“How did you do this?” Odd that Madison hadn’t thought to ask before, but then again, maybe she didn’t really want to know.

He stopped attending to her new wound, softly commenting. “I could bandage this, but I think it’s best to leave it uncovered for now.” And then he paused for a moment, adding, “My ring has an alchemical symbol on it. I heated it near a flame, then used it to alter the symbol on your back.”

“Why didn’t it burn your hand?”

“I used my energy to contain the heat as well as contain its impact on you.” He flexed his hand a bit. “Unfortunately, I wasn’t entirely successful.” Then he glanced at her, “You should shower. Try not to let the water directly hit the burn and keep the temperature as cool as you can.”

She took a deep breath. “I’m pretty tired.”

“It’s important. It will help clear some of the bad energy you still have clinging to you.”

*

He’d given her a gray sweatshirt with a picture of a snowy colored wolf on the front. Of course, all her clothes were still at the apartment near the marina.

As she pulled it on, then her jeans, she was comforted by the fact that it felt warm and freshly laundered. Her mind still felt in a tumult as though everything that she’d once known as real and concrete had somehow been stripped away from her.

A shakiness passed through her as she found a hair dryer on the cabinet and began to dry her wet hair. Her brush was in her purse, so she used her fingers to try to detangle her thick, shoulder-length, black hair. As she smudged the foggy mirror, she suddenly froze.

The figure stood behind her — red hair and brandy-colored eyes staring back accusingly at her.

“How could you do this, sister? Aid this defiler?”

She swung around sharply, finding in truth that she was alone in the room. But it didn’t feel that way. Moments before, she was certain Jayelle had indeed been standing right behind to her.

*

It was panic, raw fear racing through her as she literally ran up the stairs to intercept Lucas in the kitchen, where he was evidently surveying dinner possibilities.

“She was here,” Madison spat out uncontrollably. Immediately, he put his hands on her arms.

“Calm down,” he said, entirely too passively.

“Did you hear me? I saw her here.”

He was reacting oddly, breathing deeply while staring at her intently. Then, slowly, he closed his eyes as if focusing. “You’ve lost energy from this. It’s essential you be calm.”

She could feel it, overwhelming panic still pounding through her. “But how did she get here? What is she?”

His eyes opened, and he focused on her calmly. “Disembodied entity now, looking for a place to set up shop.”

“You mean me?”

“Yes, that seems as though it might have always been the goal. She’d worn out her own shell with her dark magics. So, she wants a new one. But we’ve already taken great strides in preventing that from happening. We just have to wait her out for a few more days, Madison.”

“How can we do that?” Her voice was shaking. She could hear it as she spoke. How could someone she had recently viewed as a sister have become a threat to her so quickly?

“Don’t try to puzzle everything out. Just anchor yourself to this moment.”

“How exactly do we do that?”

And then his mouth quirked peculiarly, in an almost whimsical way she didn’t remember seeing before. “Well, maybe we order a pizza. I’m famished, and it’s difficult to strategize on an empty stomach.”

“Pizza?” She repeated, feeling completely confused.

“Don’t you like pizza?”

“Sure, why not?”

*

He watched her carefully, though he did try to appear as if he wasn’t doing so. “This isn’t who she is. Something has taken hold of her.”

Edira Angleterre had looked at him with eyes that reminded him so much of Madison’s, exuding a palpable fear for her daughter.

“I’m not sure what I can do now. Madison has the right to join any coven she wishes and follow whatever path she chooses. Free will is sacred, as you know, Mrs. Angleterre. Unless, of course, they cross a line and do harm to innocents.”

They were in his uncle’s den. It was a small wood-frame house in New Orleans, right next to City Park. His Uncle Samuel had introduced him to Madison’s mother, then had made himself scarce as they talked.

“I see,” she said shakily. “But if that happens and this creature drags Madison with her into such damning territory, what happens to my daughter?”

He took in a deep breath. “Well, let’s hope she doesn’t.”

*

He noticed she wasn’t eating much, and though granted, it wasn’t the most wonderful takeout pizza in the world, it was consumable.

“Not any good?” He asked, and her dark eyes returned to him from a place faraway and not a pleasant place from the look on her face.

“I feel like I’m crawling out of my skin. Do you have any wine or something like that here?”

“You shouldn’t consume alcohol tonight. There could be ceremonies later.”

She looked at him with confusion. “We would always drink in the coven when there were spells or ceremonies. Jayelle made it seem like a party.”

He nodded slowly, getting a clearer picture of how things were conducted. “Yes, well, that made you vulnerable to her. No doubt she used your incapacitated senses to control and possibly drain you.”

“Drain me?”

“Of energy, Madison. It’s clear she’s taken much from you.” Eat, you’re going to need your strength. No doubt it will be a difficult night.”

She looked at him with fear in her eyes, and it disturbed him greatly. What a difficult thing when the foundation of your belief system is being torn away.

It is a painful process, particularly when that foundation is built on falsehood. He reached out a hand and put it on her arm. She did look surprised. “I am committed to helping you, Madison. You’ve already made great strides.”

“It seems,” she said hesitantly, “that I’ve been a fool in all of this.” He could tell that this was a difficult admission for her.

“You’ve been used and taken advantage of. Now it’s time to regain control of your life.”

“How do we do that?” It was barely a whisper.

“Why, fight with everything we have.”

*

He wasn’t certain this would work, nor was he certain he could save Madison Angleterre. He wasn’t even sure she was committed to being saved.

But all he knew was that he was committed to trying. He could feel her eyes on him, watching intently as they rearranged the furniture in the den, clearing a large space in the middle of the room.

“Why are you sure she’ll come tonight?” she asked softly. There was a slight tremble in her voice that Lucas knew was fear.

“I don’t, just a hunch.”

“But the Snow Moon is tomorrow.”

“Yes, but the energy begins tonight, and that’s what she needs, its energy.”

“You think she wants to possess me.”

“I do,” he said sharply, eying the space to see if it was adequate for his purposes.

And then she said something he did not expect. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry my stupidity dragged you into this.”

He stopped, looking at her pale face and large eyes, reminding him a bit of a lost child. “We all make mistakes, Madison. That is how we grow. We learn, then we help others to learn.”

“Is that what you’re doing?”

“I am keeping a promise I made to your mother. The learning part we’ll deal with once this is over.”

“So, you think we’ll pull through this?”

“I think we have a good chance,” he said a bit more cheerfully than he felt. “What we’ll do is give it our all. That is what I need from you. Can you do that?”

She nodded slowly, eying him with an expression he couldn’t help but find intriguing. “Yes, Lucas, I can promise you I will give this fight every ounce of strength I have.”

And with that, he smiled, feeling genuinely more optimistic about facing whatever was to come.

“What do we do first?”

“We build a protected circle and once we’re inside, we seal it and wait.”

She nodded, saying with determination, “All right. I’m ready.”

Copyright © 2024 by Evelyn Klebert

A Murder in the Village and Other Mystical Tales of the Ouachita Mountains

At the foothills of the Ouachita Mountains, into their ancient heart, and even perhaps into nearby unexplored dimensions, slip into a series of supernatural short stories.

A clash of shapeshifters on sacred grounds, a compromised witch desperately fleeing a witch hunter, and a ghost in search of his murderer are only a few of the tales that dot this paranormal landscape.

Take a mystical diversion that could very well land you in a realm, at the least unexpected and at the most horrifying. But what is clear is that no one, ever, will emerge as they were before.

Poetry of Reflection

I am in a curious spot right now, caught between assessing, reflecting, working, and moving forward.

In the interim, I’ve decided to post some poetry from my collection entitled, Explanations. Wishing everyone peace during these turbulent times.


If

If I look at you through the filter of the past.

I only see what was.

If I focus on the mistakes you’ve made,

I trap myself next to you,

in pain,

in the past,

me that person who was hurt,

and you unthinkingly that person who hurt me.

If I triumphantly hang onto my wounds,

and won’t release you from your affronts against

me,

then we both are stuck in an ugly place,

where there is no hope for a better you or me.

If I look at you through the filter of the past,

I miss everything that you are now,

and that I have become.

Certainty

I cast a net into the ocean,

sure of what I’ll catch,

but time and fate and winds of change

bring back the unforeseen.

I mark a page in my journal,

confident of what my life will bring,

but twists and turns and stumbles unknown

lead down an unexpected road.

I see myself in a passing glimpse,

in a mirror that has hung

forever it seems in the same place.

And I say to my image “Who will you be

when I look again tomorrow?”

Quite sure and quite confident

that I have no idea.

Whispers

Can you hear them,

When it’s quiet?

Voices speaking softly.

Gently guiding,

Leading you along

To remember and See things clearly.

Can you hear them

When the world is roaring?

When the noise of life

Becomes deafening?

Then it’s so easy

To listen to louder voices,

Voices judging, pushing,

Demanding.

Can you see the difference

And where the difference leads?

One to peace, one to truth,

And the other spiraling down.

A Different Voice

All our lives we chase the dream,

that elusive thing we’re sure will bring us

happiness,

Wealth, success, admiration of strangers.

We strive and struggle and hope

that this will fill the dark void.

But the void only swallows,

and stretches,

and absorbs all the light.

In the darkness like a hungry child,

it cries more, and more and

more,

and never enough,

A ceaseless hunger,

Until fatigue and hopelessness takes us.

For how can never enough ever be quenched?

Perhaps a different path,

following a different voice,

where peace is never obtained at such a

steep cost.

The Eye

There’s a place outside of the storm,

or inside if you prefer.

It’s an odd view,

somewhat unobstructed,

ever so slightly removed from the chaos,

from the franticness,

from the rampant delirium.

It’s a calm perspective, where vision is cleared,

and profound thoughts are born.

The Anchor

How can your world change

in a moment, a simple breath?

What seems solid and dependable

simply slips away as though it were a phantom.

All its simple, dependable expectancies shimmer

into a memory.

Leaving you wondering where at all

is solid ground.

In a moment your world bends in on itself,

remolding and remaking in unrecognizable ways.

You become the anchor around which all else

reforms itself.

You are its constant,

against which the waves crash.

Copyright © 2024 by Evelyn Klebert

Explanations

In this, her second poetry collection, Evelyn Klebert takes us down the intricate path of a personal journey.

Life, with its particular struggles, pitfalls, and ultimately triumphs, clearly begins to mirror a universal path, the quest for answers that we all ultimately pursue. In this reflective, esoteric collection, we can all explore and seek some of life’s elemental mysteries and, hopefully, when all is said and done, emerge with some Explanations.

A Murder in the Village – $0.99 at Kindle

As January is proving to be a month of regrouping and diving deep into developing incomplete projects for me, I’ve decided to put A Murder in the Village and Other Mystical Tales of the Ouachita Mountains on sale for $0.99 for this month at Kindle. This collection, set in a remote gated community near the Ouachita Mountains, is an eclectic array of paranormal tales ranging from shapeshifters to witches to ghosts to psychic detectives. I hope you’ll take the time to explore some of these mystical diversions and check out A Murder in the Village.

Peace to All,

Evelyn

A Murder in the Village and Other Mystical Tales of the Ouachita Mountains

At the foothills of the Ouachita Mountains, into their ancient heart, and even perhaps into nearby unexplored dimensions, slip into a series of supernatural short stories.

A clash of shapeshifters on sacred grounds, a compromised witch desperately fleeing a witch hunter, and a ghost in search of his murderer are only a few of the tales that dot this paranormal landscape.

Take a mystical diversion that could very well land you in a realm, at the least unexpected and at the most horrifying. But what is clear is that no one, ever, will emerge as they were before.

White Harbor Road – A Christmas Story

Going back through the array of short stories that I’ve written over the years, I noticed that there was only one that I specifically wrote about the Christmas season. And as I know Christmas isn’t the easiest time for everyone, and many people out there are going through difficulties. So, I thought I’d repost it. For those out there in need of a distraction, here is “White Harbor Road.” I do wish you all peace through this holiday season.

White Harbor Road  

It wasn’t exactly as she’d intended, but the truth was that nothing ever was exactly as she intended. It was Christmas, the Christmas holidays, and she had three weeks off teaching at the University. But she wouldn’t be traveling home. Her parents were off to visit her sister’s family in North Carolina — a trip she simply couldn’t face. So, instead, Helen had decided to do something odd and spontaneous that no one really understood. She’d decided to rent a beach cottage and spend Christmas alone. 

“You can’t spend the holidays alone, dear.” 

“That’s just odd.” 

And a maelstrom of other responses, but she was thirty-six years old, unattached. And her heart craved something indefinable. But as was not unusual, her plans did not turn out as she expected. 

“This is not a beachside cottage.” 

The manager, a woman in her early sixties with abundant white hair, smiled at her broadly, clearly unruffled. “If you follow this street down White Harbor Road, you will hit the beach in no time.” 

Helen frowned. On the internet, it had advertised a Gulf Coast beachside cottage. “That’s not exactly the same as a beachside cottage. I wanted to be near the water.” 

Mrs. Haughn smiled again with genuine warmth, smoothly, as though utterly untouched by misunderstanding. “You know, Miss Ellis, it is Miss?” 

“Lately, it’s been Ms.” 

Another smile, “Ms. Ellis, I would be happy to refund your deposit, but I must tell you I think you’re making a mistake. This sweet little cottage is right in the midst of historical Crystal Springs. Just turn a corner, and you’re walking down a lovely street filled with shops owned by our artistic residents. And my dear, you can walk to the beach. It’s only three, well, maybe four blocks down, a lovely jaunt in this cool weather.” 

Her head spun a bit. It wasn’t what she’d planned. She’d planned to be well isolated, work on the novel she’d been piddling with for the last two years, and listen to the sound of the water, not of cars driving by. “I don’t know, Mrs. Haughn. It’s just not exactly what I had planned.” 

“Well, my dear, why don’t you try it out for a few days. Plans can change sometimes, change and often for the better.” 

It was a lovely cottage with wooden floors and a cozy bedroom with a full-size bed covered in a light blue chenille bedspread that reminded her of her grandmother for some odd reason. There was also a tiny sort of den with a comfortable overstuffed chair and a television that she did not intend to use, then a connecting open kitchen with a small dinette table. All in all, it was very comfortable, very solitary, and there was free wireless. It fit the bill for what she wanted, except she wished all of it were sitting right on the beach. 

“Helen.” 

“Hmm?” 

“It’s not too late to catch a flight to North Carolina. I hate the idea of you spending Christmas alone.” 

“No, no, don’t worry. I need this time to figure some things out.” 

Actually, Mrs. Haughn was just slightly off. The beach was a five-block walk from the Seaside Cottages. That was even their name — Seaside Cottages. But the first morning, actually a Sunday morning, Helen bundled up and made the jaunt. Living in the South, one would think the winters weren’t as cold, but they’d be wrong. There might be an absence of snow, but the moisture in the air made the cold so penetrative. As she walked, Helen pulled the heavy teal-colored scarf wrapped around her neck slightly upward to cover the bottom part of her face. 

The beach itself was definitely worth the walk once she arrived. The day was gray and overcast, but the white sand gleamed. The water soothingly lapped up on the shore. She sat on a cold granite bench for a moment placed in a park-like area leading up to the sand. She breathed the cool air into her lungs as she considered for the first time that perhaps she’d made a mistake. Christmas was in four days, and she would be alone. It hadn’t bothered her before, not really. She’d felt determined, possessed in some way to be isolated, but now there were doubts — the best-laid plans. 

She bowed her head, overcome with a sudden surge of confusing despair when out of nowhere, she felt a long, cold nose nudge her. Her head pulled up, and she met the large, dark eyes of a black dog. It aggressively pushed its face into her hands so she would pet it. 

Finally, regaining her bearings after being so startled, she noticed the long, slim dog was leashed and followed its long connection to a man standing quietly a few feet away. “Don’t worry. She’s harmless,” he commented. Helen slowly stood up, though the dog was still intent on nuzzling her. “You know, she doesn’t take to everyone but seems to like you.” 

He was tall, tall with a big blue jacket on. “Well, she’s beautiful. I didn’t notice you two walk up.” 

He pressed a button, reeling the leash in a bit tighter as he approached her. “You seemed like you wanted to be alone. I planned to walk by, but then Hazel had other plans.” 

She laughed, “She’s a lab?” 

“Lab, collie, a mix of other things.” 

She smiled, nodding. He was closer now — brown hair, beard, and mustache, maybe forties, she thought. “Are you—” then she stopped. 

“Are we—” he echoed in a friendly manner. 

“Sorry, I was going to ask if you were from here.” 

“Ah, Crystal Springs, not originally, but I’ve lived here for the last three years. It’s a lovely little antiquated community. And I would say quite definitively that you are not.” 

She laughed nervously, “No, I guess that’s obvious.” 

“Yes, but not for the reasons you may think. Visiting?” 

She nodded, “Yes, I rented a cottage.” 

“Ah, one of Mary Haughn’s cottages down White Harbor Road?” 

“Yes,” she answered, a bit surprised. 

“Over Christmas here alone?” 

She sighed a bit in response, trying to decide how to respond. 

And then he smiled, “Would you like to get a coffee. It’s just into town.” 

Now, that was quick and unexpected, seeing as though they’d literally just met. “I suppose,” she answered a bit hesitantly. “I’m sorry. I didn’t get your name.” 

“No, you didn’t. My name is Billy Struve.” 

“Nice to meet you. I’m Helen, Helen Ellis.” 

It was a small café/coffee shop just off Main Street. And by the time they arrived, she was grateful. She’d thought she was in good shape, but all the walking this morning had proved differently. Mr. Billy Struve had tied Hazel to the white wrought iron chair across from hers on the café’s patio, asking her to keep watch as he disappe into the restaurant. The patio was positioned just off the street, where she could observe people milling around, wandering from shop to shop. It was actually quite soothing, a different pace from the city where these days nothing much felt languid. 

In moments, she was pulled from her thoughts back to the presence of her companion, arriving with two steaming cups of coffee and two almond croissants. He smiled, sitting across from her. “I hope you don’t mind. I thought you might be hungry. Breakfast went right by me today.” 

Strangely, she hadn’t given a thought to breakfast this morning. She had just focused on the necessity of getting out by the water. “Oh, actually, it’s perfect, thank you,” she answered. 

She hadn’t looked too closely at her companion on their jaunt here. There was some conversation, but purely superficial, about the lovely houses near the water, the weather, the beautiful day, and Hazel. She learned quickly all there was to know about Hazel — an SPCA dog he’d adopted as a puppy just after he’d moved here. He took a sip of his coffee and more than a few bites of his croissant and leaned back in his chair, eying her amiably. “So, you work here?” she asked a little awkwardly. 

“Yes, I own one of the shops in the area. It’s a bit of a gallery for painters, sculptors, and other artists.” 

“Oh, that’s interesting. What about you? Are you an artist?” It was an odd question that had simply popped into her head. But he seemed to take it in his stride as though he was not surprised. 

“Yes, Helen, as a matter of fact, I am a painter and make pottery as well.” 

She nodded, “So you sell?” 

“My work, as well as others,” he answered fluidly, completing her thought. “And you are a writer?” he asked as he sipped his coffee. 

The question hit her strangely. “No, not really. Why would you say that?” 

He hesitated, almost as though he didn’t believe her, then shrugged, “Felt right.” 

She glanced away, feeling a little uncomfortable now. “I’m a professor in New Orleans. I teach English.” 

He slowly lowered his coffee cup to the table. “Hmm, strange, you just have that writer vibe, you know.” 

She turned back to him and added, “I guess I dabbled in it a bit, my own writing.” 

“Well, Helen Ellis, I have a sense of these sort of things, and I think you should do more than dabble. You should commit to it. I’m sure you’d be wonderful.” 

She felt a bit stunned at his pronouncement, at how personal he was getting. “And this you know from our short acquaintance?” 

“Hmm, don’t mean for you to get your back up. In my experience, it’s important to do what your soul craves.” And then he smiled warmly, “If you don’t, it won’t give you any peace. You see, I was a lawyer and practiced in Georgia for many years. Then I gave it all up and came here.” 

“Really?” she asked, a bit surprised. 

“Seems reckless, I suppose to some. But I don’t think you can put too high a premium on peace.” She felt stunned, having no idea at all what to say. “So Helen, since we’re being candid, is there anything else you’d like to know?” 

“What do you mean?” 

“Well, I’m not married, have been, have been divorced, have no children.” 

She nodded, not at all sure where he was going with this. “Oh, well, that’s nice.” 

He laughed, “Yes, my point is that if we’re finished with me now, I would like to know about you. Why has such a lovely woman come to this place, a place she clearly doesn’t know, alone for the holidays? Why?” and then he smiled in that warm way of his, “And why again?” 

She sipped her coffee, wondering if it was time to leave and start closing doors. “It’s not a mystery. I wanted to get away, alone. That’s all.” 

“And write?” he asked. 

“Maybe,” she hesitated. 

“Been married, Helen?” 

Another odd moment in a series of odd moments since she’d met this man. “Yes, once, a while ago,” she answered with a distance in her voice. 

He nodded slowly as though it was of no surprise. “Thought so.” 

“Why, why would you think so?” 

And then he looked past her to the people milling on the sidewalks, “Because these things leave marks.” 

After coffee, they walked around Main Street, Billy Struve amiably pointing out this establishment and then the next. She found herself drifting into a peaceful zone, one that was not contemplating her next move or analyzing the implications of what was happening. She was simply moving in the moment, a soothing place to exist. 

“Are you getting tired?” he asked. 

“I don’t know. Maybe a bit. I’m not really used to walking this much.” 

“Well, we don’t want to wear you out on your first day. How about I walk you home?” 

“All right,” she answered as he changed directions, following his moderate strides back towards White Harbor Road. 

“You know, I was thinking Helen Ellis. Why don’t you let me fix you dinner tonight?” 

She breathed in the frosty air, her city upbringing creeping back into her mind with doubts. After all, Billy Struve was a virtual stranger. What did she really know about him, except that he was pleasant, laid-back, and — 

“Only the things he has told you he is.” 

She halted in the middle of the road at his strange pronouncement mirroring her thoughts. “What did you say?” she asked. 

He frowned, “Sorry, I told you I get a sense of things. You’re worried about whether you can really trust me.” 

“How did you know what I was thinking?” 

“Helen, it’s not such an incredible jump to make. Tell you what. I’ll take you out to dinner in Biloxi. Things roll up early here in this sleepy little town. Would that be better?” 

She started walking again but slowly, a bit taken aback by what had just happened. “I don’t know.” 

“Hmm, look, I like spending time with you. You seem, how can I say this, kindred to me. So, don’t overthink it, all right.” 

She didn’t answer. She just let his pronouncement float solitarily in the air as they turned another corner into the parking lot of Mary Haughn’s cottages. 

“So, how’s the great experiment going?” 

“Fine, it’s beautiful here.” 

“You know, we could still get you a last-minute ticket to fly up here for Christmas,” Helen could hear a bit of strain in Lydia’s usually cheerful voice. Evidently, her mother had pressured her to make this scenario happen. 

“Thanks, but I’m all set up here. And I think it’s doing me some good.” 

“Oh, okay, met anybody interesting?” 

She sighed, questioning whether to open this up, but in truth, it would be reassuring to them to know she wasn’t completely alone. “Actually, yes, I met a man on the beach this morning, and we’re having dinner tonight.” 

Helen dressed in one of the few slightly dressy outfits she’d brought — a dark green wool skirt and matching sweater with boots, her favorite cold-weather accessory. Just after six, she heard the quick light knock at her cottage door. She’d spent most of the afternoon resting and then actually for the remaining hour or two writing. She was gratified at finally getting some of this work done. The normal distractions that always seemed to vex her were absent here. Truly, it was as though she’d escaped, at least temporarily, to a different reality. 

“You look beautiful,” he immediately commented as Billy Struve crossed the threshold into her small den. 

“Oh, thanks,” she responded. He was so gracious and smoothly attentive that it surprised her. Most people orbiting her sphere of contacts lately seemed more self-absorbed, completely focused on keeping their personal realm intact. As a result, giving wasn’t a high priority. 

He was dressed nicely, too, wearing a sweater over dress pants and a long trench coat that gave him a different, sharper look, as though she could now imagine him as the lawyer he had claimed to be. 

“Look, I’m sorry about brushing you off, I mean about dinner at your house.” 

“No, don’t give it a second thought, too soon. That’s my problem. Once I set my mind to something, I’m ready to move ahead full steam.” 

She picked up her long gray coat, and he immediately took hold of it, helping her into it. “Set your mind to what exactly?” 

He grinned a bit, “Yeah, hmm, how about seafood? I know a good restaurant.” 

“Sounds fine,” she said, realizing he would not answer. 

It was dusk, and they traveled the long, quiet stretch of beach road into Biloxi. Billy Struve drove a Jeep Cherokee that was filled with various extraneous equipment in the back denoting a more rural existence than she was used to. It was strange. The pace here seemed more mellow and calmer, but the further they traveled away from Crystal Springs, that feeling of tranquility seemed to dissipate.  

“You feel it?” he murmured. 

She turned to him with curiosity. Their conversation had died off since he’d initially picked her up at the cottage. In fact, so gradually that she hadn’t even acknowledged it. “Feel it?” she asked. 

“The change,” he said. 

She smiled. He certainly was being opaque. “I’m sorry. Maybe I’m a bit thick, but I don’t follow.” 

He shook his head, his eyes still fixed on the long curving stretch of beachside road. “I just mean the feeling. It changes once you get out of Crystal Springs. Of course, it’s lovely here along the water, but there is something particular and special about that little town. That’s why I originally suggested cooking you dinner, all decorum aside. I thought you weren’t ready to leave yet.” 

“Ready to leave?” she echoed with some confusion. 

He sighed, “Sorry, I mean, never mind. Here we are,” he noted, as she looked up, seeing the corporal limits sign for Biloxi. 

Helen Ellis was a blond, a blond with rather large hazel eyes. And he had to admit, she was beautiful. All these facts sort of hit him like a rock in the side of the head. They’d settled into their table at The Seagull, a nice table where they could see the water, even though the light of the day was nearly gone. The waves felt a bit more turbulent tonight, just a bit, by degrees. Perhaps there was a storm coming, but none was forecast. Then again, possibly, he was projecting his own somewhat tumultuous thoughts onto the scenery. He’d felt sure that when he came here, that when she came here, he would be prepared. But now, it didn’t feel that way, not nearly. 

She glanced up from behind the menu, a lovely smile but something else, a pensiveness. “What do you recommend?” she asked lightly. 

He breathed in deeply, coaxing patience to himself. He’d tried to refrain as much as possible from canvassing her thoughts. No matter how tempted he was. And he was tempted. Helen wore a veneer, a protective veneer. It wasn’t so obvious who she was. One had to dig to find it. On the surface, she appeared to be a smooth, serene pearl, fluid, pleasing, lovely. But beneath, and it was beneath he was interested in, it was a different story. “Well, that all depends on how hungry you are.” 

She smiled tentatively, “Not really all that hungry.” 

“Then the redfish or the flounder.” 

She nodded, closing the menu and putting it softly down in front of her. “So, tell me, Mr. Struve. What did you mean about Crystal Springs and the feeling there?” 

He placed his menu down in front of him as well. Tactful buddy, not too much too soon, or she’ll scare away. “You know, the Indians originally settled that area. They felt something special there, mystical energy, if you will. It’s my experience every place has its own energy. Your city, New Orleans, being so large, is overlaid with many different energy imprints. But this little town, there is something encased about it, strong, pure, consistent. It’s healing.” 

Her eyes had never left his face, those large, deep eyes. “Do you believe all of that?” she asked hesitantly. 

“Billy.” 

“Okay, Billy, do you believe all of that about the city, I mean?” 

“Well, there is more than is dreamed of in our philosophy, Horatio.” 

She’d almost asked him another question, but the waiter arrived just in time. It was better, with small steps and small truths to digest a little at a time. 

She’d decided. This was it. She would have this dinner with him, and then the rest of her time in Crystal Springs would be reflective, solitary, and uncomplicated. The man sitting across from her, engaging her in relaxed, entertaining conversation, was anything but uncomplicated. On the surface, he was handsome, in a rugged way, intelligent, thoughtful, and at first glance, easy-going. But this was not her first time around the block, and she had the intense impression that she was being handled. 

“How’s the fish?” he asked. 

She glanced up, pulling herself out of her troubled assessments. “Oh, you were right. It’s great.” 

He hesitated, his eyes on her face, and it disturbed her. All evening, she would catch him doing this, weirdly looking beyond what she’d said. “What’s wrong, Helen?” he asked. 

That was it, too perceptive. He was too damn perceptive. “Oh, nothing really. I just have a lot on my mind.” 

Again, with that stare, but the warm bluish eyes simultaneously put her at ease and made her nervous. She worked to steady herself. This wasn’t happening. Whatever this was, wasn’t happening. “Am I making you nervous?” he said placidly. 

She shook her head in reflex. Her mother’s influence — never hurt anyone’s feelings. Be tactful. “No, no this is all lovely. I just—I’m not sure how to say this.” 

He frowned, “Well, if you have to be that anxious, it’s best just come out and say it.” 

Directness, refreshing, disarming. “I just don’t want to give the wrong impression. I came here, well, to figure some things out quietly. I don’t want things to get complicated.” 

“Friendship.” He stated a bit bluntly. 

“What?” she answered with confusion. 

“I’m just offering friendship. I like you, Helen, and I could use a friend. Is that acceptable?” 

She eyed him with confusion. It sounded so, on the surface, perfectly acceptable. 

“You know, your abilities are getting stronger, William.” 

He frowned, “I know. Sometimes, it’s difficult to control them. I don’t want to see auras bleeding out of everyone as I walk down the street.” 

“Sometimes, it takes time for natural talents to develop, and, of course, this place is especially conducive to psychic energies.” Sara Morgan, the lovely lady he sat across from on the rug in her den, began to cough very lightly and then reached for a cup of tea she’d placed on the coffee table beside them. 

“Are you sure you’re feeling up to this, Sara?” 

She smiled softly. She was a slight silver-haired woman in her late sixties and a bona fide psychic. She’d come to live in Crystal Springs just six months before he’d settled there. She ran a small metaphysical bookstore and gift shop. After a brief acquaintance, he’d begun taking classes from her, first for stress control and then later for other pursuits. “It will pass,” she murmured. “Any more dreams?” she asked. 

“Yes, several times a week.” 

“The same woman?” 

“Yes, we meet on the beach, and then we talk, talk about everything, and then sometimes just sit there. I can’t really see her face, but her energy, I know. It’s so familiar.” 

She nodded, “She’s coming, maybe another year,” she murmured. 

And it had been as Sara had predicted. And unfortunately, six months earlier, his teacher had crossed over, passing away from an affliction she had opted to keep private. 

He’d scared her. Too much too soon, that’s a lesson that Sara had often stressed that he needed to learn, patience — the ability to allow things to unfold in their own time. They were traveling along the long, dark road back to Crystal Springs. The darkness of the winter night was thick just now, heavy and dense. And her mood reflected it. He could feel that her thoughts were somber, somewhere else. Stuck in some painful rivet from the past, he suspected. “Doing all right?” he asked. 

She roused from that gray, misty place where she’d resided only moments before. “Yes, sorry,” she said. “It’s so dark tonight. Is this the way it usually is around here?” 

“At times, seems more so in the winter.” 

She sighed deeply, “You didn’t tell me. Do you have family?” 

“I have a brother up North and a sister out West. My parents have passed on.” 

“And they didn’t want you to visit for Christmas?” 

“Well, I have to say it didn’t really come up. They have their own families, their own lives, and we were never what you would call a close-knit bunch.” 

She responded pensively. “This is really my first Christmas away from some kind of family. And you’d swear I was stealing the Crown jewels, the way everyone is reacting.” 

“Good to know they care.” 

“Hmm, I don’t know if it’s that or if they are just being shocked I’m not doing what they expect me to do. They don’t take to change very well.” 

“How about you?” 

“What?” 

“How do you take to change, Helen?” 

There was a pause, and he could feel she was actually genuinely considering the question. “I’m not sure. I haven’t had very much lately.” 

It was strange, unexpected. She was comfortable being with Billy Struve and yet not — relaxed and yet tense. She’d decided not to see him again and yet couldn’t seem to follow through. 

The dinner was nice, and he’d taken her to a coffee shop later. Nothing earth-shattering happened, but it felt as though something had happened—something she couldn’t put her finger on. And then he’d taken her home. He talked about his shop off of Main Street and invited her to drop by. 

Her response was vague, and he seemed undaunted. A good night at her door, a slight hug, and then he was gone. And she felt, well, clearly not quite herself. 

It was after eleven, and the darkness of the cottage wrapped around her. She eased out of the bed and wrapped herself in a soft, fluffy pink robe she’d brought from the city. It was comforting. There had been many sleepless nights like this one when she’d wrapped up in it, settling into the large blue-gray lazy boy she’d taken with her when her marriage had ended. 

Here, there was only the large over-stuffed armchair in front of the TV. But it would have to suffice, and she curled up in it, tucking her feet beneath the robe. She’d tried not to think of it much, but she supposed that was when everything changed, at least when she changed. As marriages go, hers was short-lived. Just two years and most family and friends had commented supportively, “Well, at least you didn’t invest too much. There were no children, no real entanglements.” 

At the time, she’d responded numbly to such comments, but in retrospect, she wondered exactly what they could be thinking. 

She’d come out of it changed. The sparkle had gone out of things, the enthusiasm from youth, and yes, the innocence. She’d left much on that doorstep, so strange. Kevin wasn’t a bad guy by any means. But together, well, it drained something out of her, something she didn’t know how to get back. 

There was a chill in the air. She supposed she could turn on the heater, but that would take effort, and a perceptible grogginess was slipping in. She let her head rest softly on the back of the chair and closed her eyes, unwilling to make an effort to return to bed. 

Hazel was restless when he returned home. She knew as well. She’d taken immediately to Helen Ellis as had he. For a full two years, he’d been aware of her presence. It had slowly seeped into his dreams and then his waking thoughts. At first, it seemed like some sort of fantasy, perhaps like an imaginary friend from his youth. But then, the impressions became more insistent. 

And tonight, the pull was strong, maybe because they’d finally met in the flesh. But her flesh, her free will, was resisting this, even though her spirit felt differently. He heard the rush of wind chimes just outside the French doors in his bedroom which led onto a secluded patio. Patting Hazel lightly on the head, he gently put her out of the room and then pulled on his jacket. As he opened the doors, he could make out shadows, but he reached for the lights on the wall to light up the stone patio. 

It startled him at first, the figure he saw down the steps moving across the granite stone pattern he’d designed himself. She was dressed in a long white nightgown, just silently wandering barefoot across the patio. It was startling to find her here, such a direct contact. But he cleared his mind and directed his thoughts to Helen. 

“What do you need?” 

The figure stopped and turned to him with no expression on her face. It was her and not her — a spiritual manifestation, reaching out, feeling the powerful connection between them as had he. There was silence in response but also confusion and yearning. 

“How we make our own prisons,” he murmured. And then she was gone. Shakily, he sat in one of the wrought iron chairs near the matching table. He felt shaky all over. She would seek him out again. He was sure of it. After all, it was what her spirit wanted. 

It was her intent to resist, instead, to spend the day writing or perhaps taking another walk on the beach or perhaps even a long ride along the coast. All of these were distinct possibilities. But she had decided against walking into town and heading in the general direction of Billy Struve’s place of business. Helen had decided after a somewhat restless night that she would avoid this and him. But of course, just after lunch, after one, her feet were itchy for exploration. And they began to draw her in the direction she had decided against. 

“Just friendship” was what he was looking for. That was what he had said. But as had been her experience, what one said was not exactly always what one meant. Kevin, her ex-husband, had said he supported everything she wanted to do and was enamored of all she was. But that was before they were married, before he began to chisel away at her dreams by piece by piece, slowly and methodically, until it almost went unnoticed by her. Of course, upon reflection, she never felt as though he did it deliberately. It was just his nature to absorb what was around him and funnel its energy to benefit himself. She often chastised herself for not being more of a fighter in the relationship and less of a giver. But then again, she had never envisioned a relationship where she would have to fight. It went against her grain. 

She drifted toward Main Street and noted how busy it was but with more foot traffic than cars. “A right off of Main Street onto Pine.” That was what he had told her. Again, she questioned the wisdom of seeing him again. Would that denote too much interest on her part? But something pulled her, something unconscious. And she disregarded her better instincts. She smiled in appreciation as she turned the corner and spotted his establishment. Artistically scripted across the window was the word Illuminations. He hadn’t told her the store’s name, but she knew it was his. With a deep breath and not another thought, she turned the knob, where she was greeted by the happy bark of Hazel that drifted in from somewhere in the back of the store. 

She was initially overwhelmed, actually stunned, by an impressive array of glass shelves decorated by all manner of artistry imaginable. She simply stopped in the middle of the significantly large room, allowing her eyes to travel and soak in all that was around her — pottery, jewelry, paintings, baskets, all manner of decorative items formed from seashells. And it felt, it felt as though light and energy poured through the room, so much that it was dizzying. “What do you think?” His voice took her by surprise, but she was more surprised by the fact that he was right beside her, evidently moving next to her while she was completely distracted by what she was seeing. 

She turned to him a bit shakily, “You startled me.” 

He smiled, his face more pensive now as though he was a bit preoccupied, “Sorry, I wasn’t sure if you’d come today.” 

“To tell you the truth, neither was I, but I’m glad I did. This place, it’s amazing.” She said as she drifted over to a lovely curling, bluish vase made of glass. 

“I try to pick pieces that are conductors of energy.” 

She stopped focusing on the beauty of the items around her, then looking at him curiously, “Conductors of energy?” 

“Yes, you could feel it when you walked in.” 

She answered thoughtfully. “I felt light, and yes, I guess you could call it energy.” 

“Everything carries its own energy, and some objects serve as conductors. It’s beneficial to any environment it’s placed in.” 

She turned to him, smiling. Clearly, he was quite serious. “Sounds like you’ve made a science out of this.” 

He nodded, “If you had come earlier, I would have taken you to lunch.” 

“I wasn’t really sure what my plans would be today.” 

There was another bark from toward the back of the expansive shop. “I think Hazel wants to see you as well. Come on. I’ll show you the back.” 

Windows and light were what struck her about the backrooms of Billy Struve’s establishment. It was winter, icy and cold outside, but it felt warm here, not just from artificial means. The first room was a stock room with shelves of items that had yet to be placed on display. The next seemed more of a studio — a table for pottery, an easel, and counters for all varieties of work. She was envious. It was charged with energy. Oddly, she could imagine herself having a desk near one of the large windows and writing, writing in a way she’d never been able to before. 

He’d disappeared in the front, hearing the chiming of the doors. She was left here, not quite alone. Hazel lay curled up on a bed just under a light wooden table against the wall. Clearly, it was a spot she’d made her own. There were dual impulses she was feeling. One was to bolt and return to the life she knew, forgetting that people lived like this on their own terms. The other, even more, perplexing than the first, was to sit down on the window seat and pull the soft afghan throw that was draped across it lightly across her shoulders and relax — allow herself to let go of all the tenseness and all the baggage from the past she seemed to carry around with her. 

She looked up and saw him standing there in the doorway. Again, he’d surprised her while she was deeply enmeshed in her thoughts. He frowned, “All right?” he asked pointedly. 

She wondered about a simple question, but what was the answer? “It must be wonderful to work here,” she said, sidestepping the question entirely. 

“Well, it is great at times. But the retail thing interrupts.” He stepped off the small landing and, in a few direct steps, had made it to the space directly in front of her. “So, I have a microwave. How about a cup of mint tea?” 

“Sounds nice.” 

He nodded, turning away from her but then adding just over his shoulder. “Then, after that, maybe you’ll answer my question, Helen.” 

It was disorienting, having her here, having her here after seeing her last night on his patio. He’d done his best. He’d concentrated on sending energy to her, but then he’d done something else, something he wasn’t at all sure that he should. He’d brought her here today, funneled all his concentration on luring her to him. Truthfully, for all intents and purposes, he’d felt as though he’d failed until he found her standing in the middle of his shop in an almost mesmerized state. 

He debated within. Was it really fair to influence her like this? After all, he wasn’t some sort of vampire beckoning his intended victim to his side. He wanted to help Helen. He wanted, and then he stopped. What exactly did he want from her? If it wasn’t even clear in his mind, he shouldn’t be playing around with her life. 

He brought two cups of steaming tea from the small kitchen galley to the studio where he found Helen sitting on the window seat with Hazel curled up beside her as she stroked her. “Now that’s a pretty picture,” he commented as he handed her the tea. 

“It just kind of happened,” she said, taking a sip. “It’s good. Do you do a lot of painting?” 

He’d grabbed one of the metal chairs lurking around the studio and pulled it beside her. “When I’m inspired. The shop brings in enough money that I don’t have to paint, but, of course, I have to stay creative, the ener—” Then he stopped. 

“The energy,” she finished for him. 

“I’ve been bantering that word around a lot today. So—” he said. 

“So,” she repeated, stroking Hazel’s heavy black fur. She felt calmer now, not thinking as much. He could feel it. This place was soothing her, clearly exactly what she needed. 

“You seemed very bothered earlier.” 

She didn’t answer at first, just quietly sipping her tea. And he was struck again at how physically beautiful she was, her hands long and elegant, an aura of delicateness and now rather fragileness. “I don’t know. Like I said at dinner, I came here to sort some things out, reassess, I guess.” 

He nodded, “How’s that working out?” 

She smiled lightly, meeting his eyes with her large green ones. “Good question. Sometimes, I think reliving the past is maybe just that, reliving the past. Doesn’t really change anything, just stirs up—” 

“Pain?” he asked. 

“Maybe, I mean, it’s not a huge secret to me why things happened, how they happened. But it is a secret how I can let go of all that.” 

“Hmm, there’s the trick.” 

Her long elegant hand started to scratch Hazel just under the ear, and she settled against Helen as though she was in bliss — odd to be jealous of his own dog. “You seem to have made peace with things, William.” He felt a bit startled. The last person who called him William was Sara Morgan, his teacher. But here in the small town of Crystal Springs, he was just Billy or Struve to some. Her eyes widened. She was perceptive. “I’m sorry. Would you rather I call you Billy?” 

He smiled, shaking his head, “No, no, William is fine. Um, oh yeah, making peace with things — that’s a bit of a tall order. I don’t know if you can ever completely get rid of the old stuff. I don’t know if we’re meant to. It kind of reminds us of where we’ve been, who we’ve been — a benchmark, so to speak. But it’s important to learn from it but not to keep beating yourself up for it. After all, you wouldn’t make the same choices today that you did, say, five years ago.” 

Her eyes were wide and filled with shadows. “I hope not,” she murmured. 

“And the rest of the cure is living. Just moving on and filling your life with new things, better things that bring you joy.” 

She sipped her tea, her eyes focusing on something beyond him. She was considering. He could feel it, carefully considering. 

She hadn’t intended to stay here as long as she had. In fact, she hadn’t intended to spend much of any time at all with Billy Struve. But the hours of the afternoon stretched on. There was a comfortable, languid atmosphere throughout the rooms of Illuminations. And Helen was not in much of a hurry to relinquish the feeling. 

It was approaching four, the hour he would close up shop. There was a door at the back of the store that led to the back patio. While he took care of business up front, Helen wandered outside. It was a bright winter day, and she inhaled deeply. The cool air flooded through her lungs, and she felt peace float in, a peace she had never comprehended as possible. 

He appeared in the doorway, quietly waiting for her to notice his presence. “So,” he said quietly. “All closed up.” 

She smiled, “So soon?” 

“Well, I’m the owner. It’s my prerogative.” He walked out further onto the patio. “And today feels like other things take precedence.” 

“I hope I’m not interfering with your business.” 

He nodded, “You are, but it’s not unwelcome. So, can we try dinner again?” 

Her head swirled a bit. It was not unexpected, but it still caught her off guard, “Dinner?” 

He smiled, “Yes, but at my place. You know, Hazel and me.” 

“Um, I don’t know.” 

“Too late to be cautious. We’ve spent the afternoon together.” 

“Oh, you think it’s too late, do you?” 

“I think it’s time to let things follow their course. Don’t you, Helen?” 

Her heart was hammering in her chest a bit more profoundly. But she didn’t want to think about it too much. She didn’t want to let go of the peacefulness wrapping around her like a cocoon. So, all she said was, “I suppose not.” 

It struck a chord. They’d stopped on the way to William’s house at a small grocery just a few blocks from Illuminations. It was like everything else she’d seen of Crystal Springs, homey, personal, and creative. The owner knew Billy Struve on a first name basis. She waited in the café portion of the store with Hazel while he shopped. Mr. Deangelis, the owner, and his daughter came from inside the store to greet her and play with Hazel. It seemed no problem for the dog to be there. It was so different, so alien for her. Where she came from, people were generally aloof, and you’d never see a dog in a grocery. Oddly enough, it felt destabilizing. When William returned to her, he looked at her with concern, “Something wrong?” he asked. “You look a little pale.” 

“I’m just tired,” she lied. And he looked unconvinced. It was second nature for her to cover like this, to cover the truth of her feelings. Why exactly, she’d never particularly examined except that it had begun in her marriage. 

“What’s wrong?” 

“I’m unhappy.” 

“What’s the matter with you? Can’t you be satisfied with anything?” 

And then it became, “What’s wrong?” 

“Nothing, I’m just tired.” 

But the truth seemed to bring caustic, painful confrontations. So, she began to avoid them. But this man, this one next to her, was not content to accept platitudes. 

It was the house, however, that struck a chord. This shook her a bit because it seemed so oddly familiar. When they pulled up in his driveway, it nearly took her breath away. It was a wooden frame house, sort of warm beige in color, the front with several steps leading up to a porch — nestled comfortably in trees surrounding it, protecting it, she thought a bit abstractly. It was lovely, not the most extraordinary house she’d ever seen, but in some other, indefinable way, it was the most extraordinary house she’d seen. 

He patted her hand softly, not questioning her this time. “Come on,” he said, but she hesitated. She couldn’t help it. She knew if she went inside, things would change. That thought resounded through her mind. But then she stepped out of the jeep, knowing that she would. It was inevitable. 

She was wandering around his house, and it made him feel odd, as though some electric sort of energy was weaving its spell around them now. He didn’t know he would feel this way, didn’t really think about it at all.  

“You really don’t get it William. When the two of you finally come together, it will be extraordinary and powerful. Change both your lives in ways you can’t imagine. Your spirits are a perfect fit, created together for each other.” 

“That sounds a bit overwhelming,” he’d told Sara Morgan. 

“I imagine it will be,” she’d answered. “But you have never struck me as a man who would shy from a challenge.” 

And here he was, watching Helen Ellis, absolutely incandescent in the way she was subtly connecting with everything around her. It was profound how drawn he was to her, physically and emotionally. He wanted so fiercely to get past all those barriers she’d erected in the name of self-preservation. And he’d only known her for a few days. 

“So, what do you think?” he said, wandering into the den where she was standing near the fireplace. 

“You have a wonderful place. Did you do this?” she asked in regard to the landscapes that were placed on either side of the fireplace. 

He handed her a glass of white wine. “Yes, some of my early work. I hope I’ve improved.” 

She shook her head. “They’re wonderful, William. They feel peaceful to me,” she murmured. Then she looked at him oddly, “Have you found that here? In Crystal Springs, peace?” 

He sat down slowly on the small moss-green sofa. “Sometimes, Helen, I think peace is something you have to work at. It’s something earned, not just a natural state of being.” 

She nodded, sipping her wine. “I guess that’s why I don’t have it. I never thought I’d have to earn it.” 

“Well, it helps when you’re in a place you want to be, doing things because you enjoy them, not just because you have to.” 

“Is that what you think I’m doing?” 

“Actually, I was talking about myself. I had to remove myself from an environment that was, well, toxic to my spirit. That was the first step for me, I guess, caring for my inner self.” 

“Some of us don’t have that luxury.” 

“Some of us don’t give ourselves the luxury.” 

She turned away from him, facing his pictures again. He stood up and walked over to her, touching her shoulder. He could feel it, fear. Her experiences had taught her fear. “I’m sorry, Helen. I didn’t mean to upset you.” 

“We’re just very different, William. Come from different places,” she murmured. 

He put his glass of wine on the mantle and put both hands on her shoulders, beginning to gently rub, trying to drive some of her tenseness away. “I’d like to help you relax, Helen,” he said. But she didn’t answer. He could feel so much, just connecting with her skin — confusion, tumultuous emotion, but it was helping. She was calming. “That’s it,” he said. 

“William,” she began. 

“Just relax, Helen.” She was leaning back against him a bit, not realizing at all what she was doing. It was completely unconscious. He breathed deeply, feeling it as a languid and, yes, sensual feeling traveling through his veins. Sara had said they would be powerful together, but he hadn’t realized to what degree. There was a decision to be made now: move forward or wait, giving her a bit more time. 

He pulled his hands away from her shoulders and whispered into her ear. “I better get dinner going.” 

She straightened up, turning around to face him, “Yeah, sorry, that felt good.” 

He smiled, “Just relax awhile. I’ll be in the kitchen.” 

He headed out the room, trying to shake the almost overwhelming need that was coursing through him. 

William had a lovely natural wood dinette in a small sunroom just off the kitchen. But instead, they ate in the den on the coffee table, sitting cross-legged on his large Aztec pattern rug in front of a crackling fireplace. Of all things, he’d made spaghetti, but it was actually quite good. 

“This is really good. When did you learn to be a great cook?” 

He laughed, “Well, I’m not a great cook, but generally out of necessity. After my marriage fell apart, I decided either I would learn to cook decently or eat takeout for the rest of my life.” 

“That makes sense.” She picked up her glass of wine off the coffee table to take a sip. Her plate was somewhat precariously perched on her lap, but truth be told, she didn’t care. This was her second glass of wine. Her limit usually was one, but she felt warm, cozy, and watchful of Hazel, who more than once had tried to abscond with her dinner. “I can’t believe Christmas is in two days.” 

“It’s true, any regrets?” 

“You mean coming here?” 

“Not being with your family.” 

“No, oddly enough, it feels right. I guess, though, I feel some pressure not doing what I feel I should be doing.” 

He put his glass down abruptly on the coffee table. “Okay, you’ll have to explain that one to me. Not doing what you feel you should be doing?” 

She laughed. It was true. Once she voiced it, it sounded remarkably nonsensical. “Okay, let’s see. Christmas comes with pressure. You feel if you don’t celebrate it in a certain way, you’ve failed somehow.” 

“Wow, that sounds joyous!” 

“Now you know what I mean. If you don’t have a tree,” she gestured to the small live pine tree he had in one corner of his house, sparsely decorated with ornaments from his shop. “If you don’t have a family around you, if you don’t exchange presents, if you don’t send out Christmas cards.” 

“You send out Christmas cards?” 

She sighed, “I used to when Kev—” then stopped. 

William put his basically cleaned plate onto the coffee table. “Okay, you want to finish that thought?” 

She swallowed, good question. Did she really? “I was going to say I did when Kevin and I were together, then for a few years after. I guess to make it seem like I was okay, then I let it go.” 

“I see, and all this was because you felt you should.” 

“It’s part of the trappings of Christmas. Come on. Didn’t you send out Christmas cards when you were married?” 

“Honestly, I think Laura did, but I let her handle all that stuff, I’m ashamed to say.” 

“I see, a bit of a workaholic husband.” 

He nodded, “Yeah, ambitious, self-centered, all the trappings that go with it. It isn’t a wonder she left me.” He took a sip of his wine. 

“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to make you think about unhappy things.” 

“No, no, she did me a favor. Made me wake up, re-examine things.” 

“Did you ever try to reconcile, I mean, once you changed things?” 

He shook his head. “No, Helen. One thing I’ve learned emphatically is that not everyone is a good match for you. Two people can be very nice, but once you put them together, they just don’t bring out the best in each other.” 

“Sounds like you believe in soul mates.” 

He smiled, “That’s one word. Kindred is another. Twins, twin spirits, is another.” 

“Then I wonder why so many people wind up with the wrong match?” she said softly. 

“It’s all about learning, Helen. We’re all here on this earth to learn and to evolve. And that’s hard to do if you always do things perfectly.” 

She glanced at a clock on the wall. It was already eight. The evening had been flying by, great food, great conversation, and she wasn’t in all that much hurry to return to her lonely cottage. They’d just had coffee, and she knew she should leave. “Ah, I see, thinking about leaving now.” He spoke from across the den. 

“You know, sometimes I get the strange feeling you’re reading my mind.” 

He walked in further, coming to stand just next to her near the fireplace. “Would that I could, my dear,” he said laughing. 

“I really should get back.” 

“Because you think that is what you should do, Helen?” 

It was awkward. He was too honest, too unvarnished about what he was thinking. “I had a lovely time. In fact—” then she stopped. 

“You know, before you vanish back into your old life, it is my quest, my most earnest desire, to get you to say what you really mean.” 

She frowned, “Are you implying I’m insincere?” 

“No, I’m saying you’re guarded and defensive and protective of yourself. But you don’t have to be around me.” He reached out and softly touched her face with the tips of his fingers. It made her literally catch her breath. 

“I wanted to say that I can’t remember, at least not for a very long time, having such a wonderful evening.” 

He nodded, “That’s high praise, and may I say I feel the same.” 

He moved a step closer, and her heart began to race. “William, I—” she tried to say, but he was touching both sides of her face now with his hands, softly caressing. “You said you were only offering friendship,” she murmured. 

“I know, we can be friends, and more,” he whispered. 

She thought to answer, but then she didn’t because he was kissing her now. Softly at first, so gently he eased her into an embrace. And then more intensely, as he folded her deeply in his arms, against his chest, more passionately. It was unexpected and yet more than reasonable. 

He drove around the city after he brought Helen home. He was rattled, completely overwhelmed, but delightfully so. “It’s control that you need to work on, William,” Sara Morgan had said. 

“I don’t know what you mean. I’m always in control of myself, my life.” 

“That’s the problem,” she’d said. “You have to learn to let go, allow life to flow without you impeding it.” 

He hadn’t really understood what she’d meant until tonight. He felt as though he were caught in a tidal wave. Helen would have stayed with him at his house. He was sure of it. She was caught up just like he was in the passion igniting between them, the electric crazy flow of energy. She would have stayed, against her better judgment, against what she believed she should do, and all of that would have come crashing down on her the next morning. She wasn’t ready for this. Hell, he wasn’t ready for this. But it didn’t matter, not really, because it was going to happen. The feelings, the sensations, the connection was like a deluge. It wouldn’t be denied. But tonight, he’d pulled back. And he didn’t know at all if he was happy about it or not. She’d seemed confused, scattered. But once he’d brought her back, he’d stepped into the cottage, closing the door behind him. 

Her eyes were wide, with a bit of surprise. But he pulled her, without asking, straight into his arms again, kissing her softly but trying to stave off the intense passion. “I want to see you tomorrow,” he’d said. 

She was breathing deeply, “I don’t know.” She was confused, but he wouldn’t let her pull away from him now. 

“It’s all right, Helen,” he whispered into her hair. “Don’t worry. I’ll call you tomorrow.” She nodded, and again, he kissed her. This was crazy. All he wanted to do was scoop her up and take her back to his house, into his bed — such an incredibly powerful need. 

But he didn’t, instead he wandered the darkened streets of Crystal Springs, trying, trying to get a handle on things. 

Helen woke from a heavy sleep. It was late for her, ten o’clock, but she felt well-rested and calm. As she wandered around the small cottage, it distantly registered in her mind that it was Christmas Eve. Presents weren’t something she needed to worry about. She’d mailed a package filled with them up to North Carolina. But then of course, there was one person she hadn’t bought anything for yet — William. 

Her breath hitched a bit in her throat at the memory of last night. It was the point at which their understanding of friendship had evolved into what she could only describe as passion, uncontrolled passion. She watched the small coffee pot that the cottage provided slowly drip. Coffee was such a wonderful aroma. It connected her with peaceful, soothing things. There were actually just four more days that she would spend in Crystal Springs. The time was flying now. 

She poured herself a cup of the morning brew and curled up in the overstuffed chair. She didn’t want to think too much about the future or the past. She wanted to just allow herself to feel, to feel joy. 

Her cell phone rang, and she answered without even looking at the number. 

“Hello.” 

“Hello back, and how are you this morning?” 

She sipped her coffee, “Good, kind of lazy though. I only got up a little while ago.” 

William laughed a bit on the other end. “Well, maybe you needed the rest. I was hoping you’d meet me for lunch. We’re closing early today because it’s Christmas Eve.” 

She straightened up, thinking about the gift she had yet to buy for him. “Are all the stores closing early?” she asked. 

“All of them around here. Why? Have some last-minute shopping to do?” 

“Well, some.” 

“There’s still a little of the morning left. Do your shopping, then meet me at the store. Can’t wait to see you.” 

It felt like butterflies, and she was much too old for butterflies. “Okay, that sounds good.” 

“Great, see you later.” 

“Okay,” she’d already said that, just like a flustered teenager. And then she hung up. 

She looked up at the clock, ten-thirty, enough time to hop in the shower and then make a mad dash into town. She wasn’t thinking, wasn’t examining too much. That, she felt acutely, would ruin everything. 

He watched the clock. The morning was busy enough, a steady stream of customers to distract him. But then, it was eleven and eleven-thirty, and his mind wandered, lingering on the wild energy last night passing around them, through them, within them — when he touched Helen, when he kissed her. He’d been warned of it but still hadn’t really expected it. 

“When the two of you come together, it will be extraordinarily powerful.” Sara Morgan had told him serenely as though it was quite natural. 

He’d frowned at her somewhat. It was undeniable. At that point in his life, there was still a hefty dose of pessimism within him. “What do you mean powerful?” 

She’d smiled at him almost indulgently. “William when two spirits reunite who are a perfect match, it is extraordinary. Energy is created, healing occurs. And there is a need between them to be together that is like an unstoppable storm. It will defy logic, judgment, and reasoning. It is simply undeniable.” 

And then she’d said something odd that he’d forgotten. “I envy you, William, what is to come. Don’t let anything come between you, especially yourselves.” 

“Especially yourselves,” he murmured to himself. Yes, he could easily see that possibility looming — fear, wounds from the past, and a host of other things perceived as stumbling blocks. But if he’d learned anything in his years of life, it was that perception did not necessarily equal truth. 

The front bell chimed, and Helen crossed the threshold of Illuminations

She was holding a small decorative bag and smiling as she approached him. 

“So,” he said, kissing her softly on the cheek, “what’s in the bag?” 

“None of your business,” she laughed. And he knew it was a Christmas gift for him. The truth was he’d already picked one out for her on the first day they’d met on the beach. 

There was a change. At first, he’d felt it, then he’d seen it in Helen’s aura — the colors of the energy around her. When he’d first met her, in fact, before he’d even introduced himself that first day on the beach, he’d taken a moment to look at her, really look at her. Seeing auras wasn’t something that had come easily to him. It began first by picking up random splashes of energy on people and objects. At first, he’d thought it was his vision going, but an eye doctor confirmed this was not the case. Ever since he was a child, he’d had extremely good vision, which hadn’t changed as he got older. So, he’d mentioned it to Sara Morgan in one of their sessions, and she had introduced him to the world of energy, the colors of energy, and its significance. 

And with much-practiced meditation, he’d begun to see clearly the auras surrounding people. 

Helen had been low on energy and surrounded by great splashes of pink and orange. The pink denoted confusion within her emotions, and the orange had a strong connection to other people who might be influencing her. But rather quickly, over the last few days of their association, he noticed a difference: less pink, less orange, more white, and blue-green — strong energy colors. There was a lighter mood to her, more buoyant. And with no humbleness, he knew he could claim credit, or, rather, their association could. They were helping each other already because he also could feel the energy shifting within him for the better. 

He’d just closed the shop, and they were sitting in the back room with Hazel at their feet. 

“So, what do you want for lunch?” 

She smiled, “This is your town. What do you recommend?” 

He grabbed her hand and impulsively brought it to his lips, kissing it softly. “Well, we can pick up some po’boys at a little seafood place, I know, then go picnic somewhere.” 

“Sounds nice,” she murmured. But it was clear her focus was on the hand he was still holding. He breathed deeply. It was difficult. Last night, they’d pretty much let the genie out of the bottle, and now. Well, it seemed as though there was no going back. Again, he brought her hand up to his lips, kissing it more lingeringly this time. 

“Or we could go back to my house, and I’ll fix us something.” She breathed deeply, and it felt like a spell wrapping around them. 

“What are we doing?” she whispered softly but with intent. 

He shook his head. “I’m not really sure, Helen Ellis. It feels a bit like falling, but not in a bad way.” He turned her arm a bit and now softly brought her wrist to his lips. 

“You know, this isn’t really like me.” 

“This isn’t like anything. This is all brand new.” And then he reached over, softly drawing her to him, and began kissing her. He kissed her again and again, and he could feel she was not holding anything back. “Let’s go,” he whispered to her. He thought he read some confusion in her eyes, but then it was gone, just acceptance. She nodded, and he stood up, soon after pulling her to her feet. 

She was going to have an affair. This was the only way Helen could interpret what was happening. It didn’t fit into any other construct she had been taught since she was a child. 

Of course, it was still new to her. She’d never had an affair, although there had been a few opportunities. Several she could remember after her divorce from Kevin. And she had considered it. She was lonely, feeling terrible about herself, but something had held her back — something that clearly was not holding her back now. 

They were largely silent as they drove to William’s house. Hazel barked occasionally from the back seat, and once William had reached over to squeeze her hand. “Okay?” he’d said. 

She nodded, saying nothing. She was afraid a bit, but it had such an edge of excitement, like the unknown. This was her plunging into the unknown, whatever it might bring, but feeling intoxicatingly alive. They pulled into his driveway, and he turned off the car. But he made no move to get out. Finally, after a few moments, he spoke, “I guess I should ask you if you’re sure you want to do this,” he murmured. 

She waited, smiling a bit. “Was that a question?” she couldn’t help but say. 

He turned to her, also smiling. “I think that was the lawyer in me trying to cover the bases.” 

She nodded, “I’m sure.” 

He seemed to breathe a slight sigh of relief. Then he opened his door and stepped out of the car. She did the same. Her answer had been true. She was sure. Whatever would come, whatever it would bring, she was sure. Breathing in the cool mist around her, she noted happily that around them, it was a sunny day. 

Copyright © 2024 by Evelyn Klebert 

White Harbor Road

A psychic soul mate, an enigmatic stranger, a horror writer, and a time traveler take a selection of resilient, life-battered heroines to a place of paranormal healing and transformation. In this collection of supernatural romantic short stories, White Harbor Road is the last stop where life’s burdens and hardships evolve into something unexpected and often miraculous. Take the journey to the other side of the unknown.

The Alchemist’s Bride – Free Promotion

Just in time for Christmas, my paranormal novel, The Alchemist’s Bride will be be free to download on Kindle Dec. 11-15. The world’s been a rocky place lately, so consider it an early Christmas gift. I hope you enjoy, and I wish everyone a happy holiday. And as always, peace to everyone.

The Alchemist’s Bride

Enter the mystical world of 1883 historic New Orleans.

From a young age, Emmeline Lescale has been raised as an outsider by her aunt’s family on the lavish estate of Belle Coeur in Vacherie, Louisiana. Ostensibly an orphan, she is treated as an unpaid servant. But in her twenty-fifth year, with her eyes on a dismal future, something radically changes.

Her father, a renowned physician who has ignored her existence most of her life, suddenly insists that she come to live with him. And New Orleans in the 1880s seems like no place for a proper young lady, especially when her father is embroiled with a mysterious young doctor whose interests venture deeply and dangerously into the world of the supernatural.

Jack Fallon, the protege of Emmeline’s father, lives a life filled with secrets. His home, deep in the French Quarter on Bienville Street, is much more than meets the eye. And before too long, he draws Emma into the crosshairs of an existence that questions the nature of reality itself.

A Murder in the Village – Just Released

I am very excited to announce that A Murder in the Village and Other Mystical Tales of the Ouachita Mountains has been officially released. This collection of short stories is now available at Cornerstone Book Publishers, Amazon, Kindle, and most other online retail booksellers. And for the rest of this month two sample stories from the book are still posted under Halloween Month 2025 under the main menu. So, I do hope you take a little time to take a mystical diversion.

A Murder in the Village and Other Mystical Tales of the Ouachita Mountains

At the foothills of the Ouachita Mountains, into their ancient heart, and even perhaps into nearby unexplored dimensions, slip into a series of supernatural short stories.

A clash of shapeshifters on sacred grounds, a compromised witch desperately fleeing a witch hunter, and a ghost in search of his murderer are only a few of the tales that dot this paranormal landscape.

Take a mystical diversion that could very well land you in a realm, at the least unexpected and at the most horrifying. But what is clear is that no one, ever, will emerge as they were before.

Just Around the Corner

With the holidays approaching, the end of 2025 is fast approaching. I’m sure there will be plenty to reflect on when we wrap this year up, but that is for another time. For now, I just wanted to mention a few projects that I have percolating on the horizon.

The first thing I wanted to mention is that A Murder in the Village and Other Mystical Tales of the Ouachita Mountains will be released later this month. This was a book that I started while I was still writing for Kindle Vella and wrapped up sometime later. If you never visited it, Kindle Vella was a short-lived platform that Amazon launched for episodic storytelling. I think it only lasted a few years.

My new book, A Murder in the Village, is the culmination of the time I’ve spent living in Arkansas with its somewhat peculiar and unique paranormal inspirations. I’m very happy with the way it turned out and actually still have two sample stories from it here on the website. Just go to the main menu and you’ll find a listing for Halloween 2025. The two stories still posted are “An Unexpected Danger” and “An Empath in the Woods.”

In addition, I am preparing to launch a project before the end of the year. I will be designing a series of gift items based on my books for Cornerstone Book Publishers. They will be available on the Cornerstone website, and I will post links to them here as well. Another endeavor, but all creative.

Beyond that, my plans include recording many audiobooks and working on a sequel to The Story of Enid. I still have a few projects from my Kindle Vella days that are unfinished. And I do hate dangling threads, so I am looking to wrap these up as well.

Well, a lot on my plate, but exciting as well. I hope everyone finds some time to enjoy the holidays, and I do wish everyone peace. That, I’ve found, is the most valuable possession we can have.

Take Care,

Evelyn

A Murder in the Village and Other Mystical Tales of the Ouachita Mountains

At the foothills of the Ouachita Mountains, into their ancient heart, and even perhaps into nearby unexplored dimensions, slip into a series of supernatural short stories.

A clash of shapeshifters on sacred grounds, a compromised witch desperately fleeing a witch hunter, and a ghost in search of his murderer are only a few of the tales that dot this paranormal landscape.

Take a mystical diversion that could very well land you in a realm, at the least unexpected and at the most horrifying. But what is clear is that no one, ever, will emerge as they were before.

Coming Soon!!

A Murder in the Village and Other Mystical Tales of the Ouachita Mountains – Coming Soon

Later this month, I will be releasing a compilation of short stories entitled A Murder in the Village and Other Mystical Tales of the Ouachita Mountains. The short story form is one I am comfortable with and return to time and again. My very first book, Breaking Through the Pale, was a short story collection, followed by Dragonflies, The Left Palm, Appointment with the Unknown, Travels into the Breach, and White Harbor Road.

I’ve played with the structure of stories, their length, narration style, really so many aspects. I’ve always found short stories to be an excellent platform for experimentation. This new collection is a purposeful and eclectic arrangement of tales. Some are shorter, some more serious, some comedic, some dialogue-driven, and some more mood-oriented.

Two are still posted in the Halloween Month 2025 selection. Just click on the link in the main menu on the Home Page if you’re interested in a taste of this new book. I’ll also be posting a YouTube teaser below, which I hope you’ll check out.

Peace to All

A Murder in the Village and Other Mystical Tales of the Ouachita Mountains

At the foothills of the Ouachita Mountains, into their ancient heart, and even perhaps into nearby unexplored dimensions, slip into a series of supernatural short stories.

A clash of shapeshifters on sacred grounds, a compromised witch desperately fleeing a witch hunter, and a ghost in search of his murderer are only a few of the tales that dot this paranormal landscape.

Take a mystical diversion that could very well land you in a realm, at the least unexpected and at the most horrifying. But what is clear is that no one, ever, will emerge as they were before.

Coming Soon!

An Empath in the Woods (part two) – Halloween Month 2025

Well, I am wrapping up Halloween Month here at evelynklebert.com with part two of my short story, “An Empath in the Woods.” This tale was taken from a new collection of short stories, A Murder in the Village and Other Mystical Tales of the Ouachita Mountain, which will be released next month. So, stay tuned. I do hope you’ve enjoyed my pre-Halloween celebration. I will leave the stories posted for a while in case you’ve missed any. I hope you can take a little time to enjoy the holiday, and as always I sincerely wish everyone peace.

Take Care,

Evelyn

An Empath in the Woods (part two)

“Don’t get too close.”

“I don’t want to lose her or It,” she grimaced. “Half the population around here owns a red sports car.” She was meandering down Desoto Road, pretty much the artery of the Village. It was the only road that really connected anything around here, at least one side to the other, the East and West gates.

“Just don’t go so fast, lay back a bit. I don’t want IT to mark your car.”

Her heart clutched painfully at his words. “Why would it mark my car?”

“Bright yellow, Allie, not too inconspicuous,” he nearly growled.

“Sorry, I didn’t know I would be doing surveillance when I purchased it. Why didn’t we take your car?”

“My car is back home,” he answered. She didn’t question, just vaguely wondering if that was snowed in as well.

“I can’t go too slow. Traffic backs up, and the retirees around here aren’t, well, very retiring.”

“A lot of impatience,” he grumbled.

“A lot of dissatisfaction,” she murmured. The truth was, she had nothing to back that up, just a feeling. And then two cars ahead, she noted the red car taking a turn. “That’s one of the apartment complexes here.”

“Yep, makes sense,” he murmured. “Lots of people around, go ahead and turn in, but don’t get too close.”

“I—” She opened her mouth to protest but then didn’t. What could she say? She had no idea what they were doing or why. Allie made a quick turn and then a curvy, well-forested bend right before the rows of condos appeared. She almost said she had no idea where the It had gone when she noticed the red car had indeed parked on a row that faced the descent down to the lake. And then, rather quickly, the door opened, and the blond stepped outside. Just the sight of her ran a quick chill of fear down her spine.

He put his hand on her. “Park somewhere as though you live here.” Frowning, she pulled her car directly in front of one of the side rows of condos, then turned off the engine.

Her chest hurt, and her breathing felt strangely labored. “What now?”

“Just wait.” His hand was still on hers, but she didn’t push it away. The contact of this, yes, total stranger, felt strangely calming amid this bizarreness. Her eyes lifted again as she saw the woman standing beside her car, seeming as though she was looking for something. “It feels us,” he murmured.

“I don’t understand.”

“Just be still and calm,” he whispered. She bent her head down and tried to center herself, mentally erecting barriers as Dr. Crispin had taught her. “That’s good,” he said softly. And then she glanced up to see the tall blond unlocking the door on the unit on the end and going inside. As the door closed behind her, he said softly. “It’s all right. I’ve marked her.”

“You’ve marked her? What does that mean?” It was closing in, too much, too much external stimuli.

“It means when it’s time. It will be easy to find her again.”

Breathing deeply while trying to get hold, she looked over at him as though he’d lost his mind. “Time for what exactly?”

“Time to send It on its way,” he said grimly.

*

She’d thought to tell him to get the hell out of her car, but she didn’t. He suggested they go back to her house to talk. “It’s my experience that when you say you want to talk, you don’t do much of it.”

“You’re very hostile, you know,” he said placidly.

“You think? I wonder why that could be?”

But that wasn’t all that was going on. She tried hard to focus on driving, driving, and not driving off the road.

“What do they feel like, these attacks?”

“I don’t know. I guess like someone else would think of a panic attack.”

Dr. Crispin had looked down at her, tilting her head with her dark glasses in such a way that reminded her of her second-grade teacher, Miss Spell. And she was a pistol. “You’re not like anyone else, Allison. And you shouldn’t keep trying to be so.”

“I thought that was why I was here.”

“Now describe them to me.”

It seemed to start with the breathing, quick, panicked breaths, and then that vice-like pressure in her chest. She was thoroughly checked out by a cardiologist, and, of course, the prognosis was nothing physical. It must be emotional, and her favorite, probably stress. Yes, yes, there was stress in being the way she was.

He’d put his hand on her again, pulling her out of the cage of her mind. “All right?”

“Not feeling well,” she muttered.

“Pull over, I’ll drive.”

That probably wasn’t a good idea. She didn’t know if he had a license. She didn’t know who or what he was. But her hands gripping the wheel were starting to tremble. So, crashing was indeed becoming a relevant possibility. “Maybe,” she said.

He hadn’t moved his hand from hers. Strange, but stranger yet that she hadn’t asked him to.

“It feels like fear.”

“Fear?” She’d repeated. And she wondered if a good chunk of your training at psychiatry school was just learning to echo your patients in order to eat up time.

“Yes, fear like a blanket of it covering you, a living blanket covering, then suffocating you.”

She’d turned off onto a road, then pulled to the side, turning off the jeep. She didn’t speak, didn’t move, just concentrated on getting air because now that fear had exploded out of control exponentially. Her vision was blotching with great black spots swirling around. “That thing drained your energy a great deal.”

His hand tightened over hers. “I just need, just a minute,” she managed to get out. Speaking was definitely a challenge when you were having trouble breathing.

“Close your eyes,” he said calmly.

“Look—”

“Do it,” he said firmly.

Without many options, she did, leaning back on the headrest. Colors, so many colors everywhere, and that fear, ugly fear, swallowing her up.

“How long have you had these attacks?” Dr. Crispin had asked.

“Always, always, and never predictable.”

“You know, you feel so much, Allison, from other people. It’s not surprising your system just rebels against it all sometimes.”

“Try to relax,” he said. “Don’t force the breathing. It will straighten out.”

How did he know? She stopped herself. How did he know so many things? She remembered him saying something about things being more permeable there, but that was somewhere else. Not here. “Try to let your mind quiet, not so much thinking.”

“I can’t help that,” she whispered. So strange, she felt so sleepy all of a sudden, overwhelming, like she could barely keep her eyes open. And then he moved his hand away and got out of the jeep, coming around to her side and opening her door.

“Come on, you need to rest,” he said. She opened her eyes, thinking about refusing, thinking about resisting, but the truth was she didn’t have it in her. Not at all.

*

He was making a pot of coffee, Ryland Gray that was, in her house. And she noted distractedly that she was drinking a lot of coffee around him.

“What’s a shell?” She called out in the direction of the galley kitchen.

“You should be resting,” he called back. It was kind of gruff, like he was used to people following his orders.

“I want to understand what’s going on.” She snapped back a little too hotly. What was it about this man’s demeanor that seemed to aggravate her so? Besides all the strangeness surrounding him, and there was plenty of that to go around — plenty, plenty.

He rounded the wall separating the den from the kitchen and strode up to where she was reclining on the sofa. “You really don’t like to listen, do you?”

“Not to strangers, generally.”

“I thought we’d spent enough time lately not to quite be strangers.”

She straightened up a bit, feeling generally vulnerable just lying here like this. “I know next to nothing about you. Except your name is Ryland Gray and you’re some sort of hunter.”

“Tracker,” he said flatly.

“Oh well, that clears it up. Let’s be besties.”

That frown, that strange, curious frown he had, like he was looking at a disobedient child. “You’re too tired to soak anything in right now, Allie Beckett.”

“Tired?”

“Drained.”

Her turn to frown. “Drained, yeah, you mentioned something about that.”

He nodded slowly, looking at her oddly like he was surveying a chunk of farmland. “It drained your energy, pretty thoroughly.”

She crossed her arms in front of her. “And you know that, how exactly?”

“Your aura, energy aura, is diminished. And there’s quite a bit of yellow mixed in with everything.”

“Yellow?” she repeated under her breath. “And that’s about as clear as mud. So, what, you can see all this looking at me?”

“Yeah, you could too if you had a bit more discipline.”

“Excuse me?”

“You’ve spent too much time treating the symptoms of your gift instead of working to understand it. You must let it run free enough so you can direct it to work for you.”

Let it run free, indeed. He must be out of his mind. All that would do would let everything swallow her whole. Ridiculous. And then suddenly there was drowsiness, so maybe she would rest. One piece of advice that was actually useful.

*

“What does it feel like?”

“Being suffocated by fear.”

“It’s not your fear, you know.”

“I know it in my mind but knowing it and feeling it are two different things.”

Her eyes opened slowly, adjusting and noting the ceiling fan casually spinning over the queen-sized bed. And then it slowly sank in. She didn’t have a queen-sized bed. Hers was a double. She closed them again. She must be dreaming now.

“Not exactly.” The voice came from the direction of the doorway that she’d noted just a few seconds before, on her last attempt at surfacing.

“This is your room,” she murmured without even opening her eyes.

“Yes, from yesterday when you were at my house.”

Without really wanting to, she allowed her eyes to flicker open again. There was a lot of light in here, streaming in from a sliding glass door on one wall of the room, leading out, well, somewhere.

“There’s a porch out there and then a walkway down to a lake.”

“Well, that sounds lovely,” she mumbled, “but I don’t remember this room from yesterday.”

He’d dragged over a straight-back chair from behind a small pine-colored desk. Sitting beside the bed, he looked at her with concern. “I think there’s much you don’t remember from yesterday.”

“So, you’re saying this is a memory.”

“An elaboration.”

“A what?”

“It’s complicated.”

“No shit,” she couldn’t help it. These sharp comments just sort of flew out of her mouth. “Sorry,” she murmured.

“As I mentioned before, things are more permeable here. Time isn’t what you think it is, Allie.”

She drew in a deep breath. And strangely, she felt better, lighter than she had at her house.

“That’s why I tapped in here.”

“Your words, Ryland, they have no meaning for me, permeable, tapped in. That doesn’t correlate to what I know. It’s nonsense.”

He was looking at her oddly but not frowning. Was this progress? “When I say permeable, it means thoughts, your thoughts, are not as separate as where you live. Thoughts are energy forms, and energy here travels without as many impediments.”

She sighed, “So, in a practical sense—”

“In a practical sense, it’s easier to send energy, not as easy to steal it, and thoughts that you think are in your head are quite accessible.”

“Oh,” it felt like a fluttering in her chest.

“You’re receiving energy, Allie.”

“From you?”

“Some, and others. I put out a call for help. The thing, it hurt you.”

She looked at him dubiously. “How could it do that? It didn’t even touch me.”

“It didn’t need to. It was in proximity, very strong, built to be a parasite.”

She straightened up on the pillows just a smidge. It was so comfortable here on this lovely bed with some kind of woven afghan spread over her. She could just drift off, so peaceful. “You called it a shell.”

And there it was, the frown. “I didn’t want to get into all this now.”

“Might as well, Ry, do you mind if I call you Ry?”

“Yes.” He said rather stoically.

“Okay then, Ryland, tell me about this shell.”

“To tell you about that, I’d have to first tell you how people lose their spirits.”

*

A screen porch, rustic, odd, a screen porch just outside of his bedroom, or at least she thought it was his bedroom.

“Yes,” he murmured from somewhere as of yet unseen.

Allie sipped the warm mug of mint tea that at some point had been placed in her hands. The crocheted white afghan that had not long ago been warming her on his bed was now neatly tucked around her, and she was sitting in a rocking chair watching the snow coming down outside. “These transitions are confounding,” she muttered.

“You’ll get used to it,” he said, sitting down in a similar chair right next to hers.

“Will I?” she asked.

“If you decide to spend any time in this place. Time moves differently, more connected to thought.”

“So, I’m to gather that all of this took place a day ago.”

“You’re thinking too linear, Allie. It’s difficult to understand unless you let go of some of your constructs.”

“Gibberish again,” she murmured. “Fine, you said something about people losing their spirits, or at least that is the last thing I remember.”

“Okay, let’s see. That is a spiritual matter.”

“Clearly.”

He smiled. She had no idea what had made him smile. “You’re mind, your thoughts. They’re muddled but quick, and I like the way they somersault about.”

She took in a deep breath, trying desperately to convert this conversation into something she could work with. “Okay, so the spirit thing.”

“Yes, well, in a nutshell, we all have a spirit.”

She waited. Was she really going to drag everything out of him? “And?”

“And the spirit incarnates wherever it is with a plan, or rather, a path charted to learn from.”

“What sort of path?”

“Things, events, relationships, illnesses, teachers along the way, ups, downs, all of it patterned for its evolution.”

She chewed on this for a moment, a rather huge morsel to take in. “So, what, you’re saying everyone has one of these paths?”

“Mostly, yes, but then there is free will.”

Huge sip of mint tea that nearly scorched her mouth. “Free will?” she asked, because again, no elaboration.

“Yes, essentially choice. We all have a choice, or how could we evolve?”

Outside Ryland Gray’s screen porch, the snow had stopped falling, and she just quietly looked at the blankets of white covering the forest around them. “So, what exactly does that have to do with—”

“With the thing you encountered in the grocery?”

“Yes, I guess,” she murmured, feeling strangely as though threads were coming together.

“Well, let’s say you were a teacher, a math teacher maybe, and your student completely ignored your lessons. And after a while, wouldn’t even open their textbook, wouldn’t even try to do a math problem, then stopped showing up to school.”

Confounded a bit at the real-world analogy. “I’d be pissed.”

“Yeah, you would, but you’d also begin feeling like you were wasting your time.”

“I suppose. But other than report his butt, I’m not sure how I could force them to learn.”

“Yes, well, a person, such as you, is composed of a spirit, a soul, and a body. If the soul and the body go too rogue for too long, the spirit gives up and just leaves.”

“Leaves the soul and the body?”

“The body is left, the soul torn asunder, sort of ripped so to speak, not really wholly functional.”

She straightened up, profoundly feeling disturbed by these images. “And if that happens, what happens to the person who’s left?”

“They wander, aimlessly, a shadow of their former selves, until it is their time to die. And then their body dies and they with it.”

“And that’s it? That sounds terrible.”

“It is. It is in extreme cases but does happen. But then, those it happens to, those living without that divine spark within, become a cavern.”

“A shell,” she whispered.

And then he put his hand over hers. “Yes, exactly. Allie, like a shell at the beach that has been abandoned by its living inhabitant, until something else crawls inside it and takes over.”

Something else crawls inside it and takes over. His words sent chills throughout her as the visage of that zombie-like man in the grocery lashed treacherously across her mind. Panicked, she had to get out, away from here. Following a sudden impulse, she closed her eyes and concentrated intently on her own bedroom. Breathing deeply, when she opened them again, she was miraculously lying in her own bed, but this time Ryland Gray was standing in the doorway.

“That’s good, Allie. You’re beginning to get the hang of things. Now it’s time to get down to business.”

*

Like a shell at the beach that has been abandoned by its living inhabitant, until something else crawls inside it and takes over.

Just turning over the words in her mind made a chill run down her spine. So, she didn’t ask the obvious question.

“What has crawled inside?”

“That’s not fair. I didn’t ask you that. We’re on my turf now, and you’re not supposed to be able to read my mind here.”

Ryland Gray didn’t frown, not exactly — just kind of looked at her like he was indeed reading her mind and less interested in what words were coming out of her mouth. “Yep, well, the more time I spend with you, the more accessible I find you.”

She stared back at him, “Great, so are we done with all this house-hopping business?”

“Sure,” he said, making himself comfortable on her dark blue and beige plaid couch.

“Good, it’s disorienting.” She snapped back, now sitting in her grandmother’s rocking chair that she had dragged around from rental to rental for probably too many years.

“You know, you were the one doing the hopping around for the last several.”

“I can’t do that,” she muttered.

“You’d be surprised what you can do, Allie Beckett.”

“You said we needed to get down to business. What does that mean exactly? You’re not going to murder someone, are you?”

“I guess that depends on what you mean by murder.”

“Can I get a straight answer out of you, Ryland?”

He shrugged. “Sure, if that’s what you want.” Silence again, she wanted to kick him right in his plaid shirt, sometimes right out of her house. “You don’t like plaid? But your couch is plaid.”

“Stop it. And I used to like it more than I do now.”

Then he stood up and moved right in front of her. And she had to admit, with him sort of standing over her like that and glowering, or maybe he wasn’t glowering, maybe this was just stoic, unruffled Ryland Gray. In any case, he wasn’t really bad looking, sort of sexy in a lumberjack kind of way. “This thing that has crawled in that girl’s spiritless shell is quite dangerous, quite old, and doesn’t belong on this plane.”

“Plane? What does that mean exactly, dimension? Is that what we’re doing, some kind of dimension hopping? Your house, where time is different, where things are more permeable, where it’s snowing? Are you telling me that’s another dimension?”

“It’s a bit of a simplistic explanation.”

“Well, maybe I’m a simplistic kind of girl.”

“I rather doubt that Allie Beckett.” She thought she detected the slightest sparkle in his dark eyes, but maybe again that was just wishful thinking.

And then she sighed, sighed heavily, sighed audibly in a way that seemed to come from her very soul. “What do you want from me, Ryland Gray. I mean, really, what do you want?”

“I want to finish this job, and I need your help.”

“Job? This is actually some kind of job?”

“I was hired to find this thing and send it on its merry way.”

“Who the hell would hire you to do that?”

“No one from around here,” he said flatly. “But everything’s connected, and its presence is having reverberations everywhere.”

She frowned. “Could I get you some dry ice so you could be a bit more vague?”

There was a hesitation as she realized how poorly that remark had landed. “Dry ice?” A dark, heavy eyebrow shot up.

“Whatever! Look, you know where it is. You marked it. What do you need me for?”

“You have skills, Allie. You may not realize it, but you do. Why don’t we take a ride in your Jeep?”

“A ride? Where?”

“To check out where that thing lives.”

*

They were driving silently down Desota Blvd. again, and Ryland Gray sincerely wished there was more time, more time to prepare the woman next to him for all the changes happening in her life, more time to prepare her for what was to come in the future.

*

“What are you doing?”

His younger sister pulled her long ash-blond hair up into a disheveled ponytail, then unzipped her traveling bag. “I’m leaving.”

“Leaving? Permanently?”

“Not sure,” she answered, shoving a pile of t-shirts into the large duffel bag on her bed.

“Allegra, stop for a minute.”

She did, looking at him strangely, but the way she usually did, as though she was peering. “I had a dream last night. It’s time for me to move on.”

It was not news to him that her dreams were not ordinary, but instead usually prophetic in some way. “Why? I need a diviner. I can’t do this alone.”

She nodded, “Well, other things are calling me now, and that girl will be here soon.”

Now he frowned. His sister was indeed a very talented seer. The divining thing was a bit of a sideline for her. “That girl?”

“Yes, dear brother, the one who will help you. She’ll be much better at it than I am. And you two, well, you won’t want me around when things get going.”

“Allegra, I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“Sure, you do, Ryland, you just don’t want things to change. But whether you want it or not, change is coming.” And then she laughed softly, “And from what I saw, she’ll be a handful. But she’s definitely the one.”

“The one?”

“The one for you, Ryland.”

*

He was driving this time, and the woman beside him had fallen silent. He wanted to reassure her, but language skills had never been his strong suit. He could send energy, was very, very good at hitting his target with that, but at present, that wasn’t Allie Beckett’s problem. Her problem was inflexibility. As Allegra had said, “Whether you want it or not, change is coming.” That was the only constant in life.

“It’s not so bad.”

“What?” she said a little sharply.

“My life, the way I live. There’s always something new happening.”

“I don’t like new. I like things to be predictable.”

“Hmm,” he considered. “So, do you really like it that way, or do you think you need it that way?”

Her arms were crossed in front of her protectively, and she was a bit slumped in the seat, reminding him very much of a stubborn child. “Is there a difference?”

“Well, are you happy, Allie Beckett?”

There was silence, silence he could feel. Because, well, because she’d become much easier for him to see lately. He could see her aura, how the colors would fluctuate when she was upset. He could see images that flew through her mind at lightning speed, because she did have a quick and active mind. And he could see when his thoughts reached her, and she had no idea what to do with that. Like right now, he left her befuddled and confused. And to be honest, he kind of liked that.

“I don’t know, are you happy, Ryland Gray?”

He smiled, not so very surprised that she’d turned this around on him. So out of respect for who she was, he honestly thought about it. Lately, he’d felt content, content in his work, feeling as though he was contributing, being of service to the greater pool of humanity. But really happy? That was a consideration. Right now, right in this moment, driving down this long road with this particular woman at his side, filled with her inner conflicts, contradictions, the way she lashed out, the way she succumbed in her quieter moments. And he didn’t really understand why someone would want a banana-yellow Jeep, but he appreciated the fact that she did. Yeah, right now, for reasons other than those myriad ones he’d just articulated in his mind, he was kind of happy.

“Yeah, Allie, I’m happy.”

“You don’t look happy,” she smirked.

“Yep,” he said, turning the Jeep into the apartment complex. “That’s my resting face.”

As they pulled into the parking lot and he turned off the car, he reflected.

“She’s the one, you know,” Allegra had said. “But you won’t have an easy time of it.”

“I’ve never expected an easy time.”

Then, she patted his shoulder. “That’s what I like about you, Ryland. You always persevere.”

“So, how do we deal with this thing?” she asked, straightening up in the seat and peering forward toward the thing’s apartment.

“Well, Allie,” he said a bit methodically. “I have a plan, but it will take some trust on your part.”

“Trust, huh?”

“Yep, we’re going to have to travel to another place to get at this thing,” he said slowly.

“Another place?”

“One close, just a few fractions away, I think, but it won’t see us coming.”

She frowned, “Gibberish again, but okay, so then we’ll kill it?”

“I don’t think it can be killed, but if we’re lucky, maybe we can coax it to evolve.”

“Evolve?” she repeated, looking a bit confused.

“Yes,” he said quietly. “That’s not a small thing, and it’s what it’s all about.”

It took a moment, but then, a slight smile flickered across her lips. She liked him. She really did. He could feel it. And that was no small thing. “What do we do?” she asked.

“Take my hand, Allie Beckett. Then I’ll show you.” It did take a second, but then she did.

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A Murder in the Village and Other Mystical Tales of the Ouachita Mountains

At the foothills of the Ouachita Mountains, into their ancient heart, and even perhaps into nearby unexplored dimensions, slip into a series of supernatural short stories. Take a mystical diversion that could very well land you into a realm at the least unexpected and at the most horrifying. But what is clear is that no one, ever, will emerge as they were before.

An Empath in the Woods – Halloween 2025

Well, this month has certainly flown by. Already, this is the last paranormal short story I’ll be posting for Halloween Month, and it will be in two parts. This tale is called “An Empath in the Woods” and is taken from my new collection, “A Murder in the Village and Other Mystical Tales of the Ouachita Mountains.” I am actually hard at work on the final edits for this book, which should be released within the next several weeks. This story is about a young woman whose formidable psychic gifts are challenged when she encounters a mystifying stranger in the forest. I will be releasing part two in a few days. I do hope you enjoy the story, and thanks for dropping by.

An Empath in the Woods

It helped, at least sometimes, walking the trails.

“It’s like being a bug born without its skin.”

She couldn’t help but glare at the analogy. “Really? So, I’m the bug in this scenario.”

Dr. Crispin frowned, a curious woman originally from Romania, with short, curly, very reddish-brown hair, just into her sixties. At least that was what Allie surmised. She’d mentioned she’d be retiring in a few years, which wasn’t good news.

Where exactly was Allie going to find another psychologist whose side specialty was paranormal phenomena? She doubted Health Grades would be helpful. With Crispin, she’d lucked out, a recommendation from a yoga teacher. Oh yes, she’d tried everything, from yoga to meditation, to the conventional routes of medication for depression, but nothing seemed to crack this puzzle. Her puzzle, her problems, that was.

But back to the point—

“Yes, I understand your reluctance to embrace the visual. But think about it. Our skin keeps us separate, separate from our environment, separate from one another. Without it, things are much more painful.”

She did enjoy listening to Dr. Crispin’s accent, even if she didn’t always care for what she was saying. In a peculiar way, she found it soothing to her ragged nerves. Oh yes, back to the bug with no skin. “Could be messy, I mean, having no skin and dangerous, at least for the bug.” Her voice sort of drifted off. Were they really discussing this?

She’d frowned at her, Dr. Crispin had, but then that might have been her resting face. She was actually a lovely woman, with her vibrant hair, trim figure, and just below-the-knee fitted pencil skirts.

It made Allie feel dumpy. She’d shown up at the appointment in jeans and a well-worn button-down. It wasn’t as though she didn’t have nicer clothes, but she was in a funk, a slump, worn out with all this. She hadn’t even cracked thirty yet — no excuses there, except —

“So, how is your life going, Allison?”

“Oh, other than being a bug without my skin, just dandy.” A reddish-brown eyebrow went up.

Too much sarcasm? Dr. Crispin was no-nonsense, for someone dealing with ghosts, goblins, and what was the terminology again?

“Don’t forget, Allison, you are an extreme empath!”

That was it. No meds prescribed to dull the pesky awarenesses around her that did not belong to her.

“So, living in the Village, does the isolation help?”

Deep sigh, deeper than deep, soul-wrenching, good question. That’s why Crispin got paid the big bucks, and she was scrambling to make ends meet. “I would have to say the jury is out, because there are always things to feel — and always people, people somewhere.”

*

The trails, the hiking trails around the Village, did seem to ease things, sometimes that is.

It was October, already late October, the Halloween season approaching. Her year here would be up come January. At that point, there was a decision to make, whether to spend another year virtually in isolation or back to the city, Little Rock, where at least she could see Dr. Crispin more often. That was until she retired, and one more column of support in her unstable existence just vanished.

“Bad thoughts don’t help.”

“Bad thoughts?” she’d questioned.

“Negative, negativity lowers your energy vibration. Someone like you, Allison, can’t afford that.”

Yep, she was right. She had to get hold, desperately trying to drive away these “bad thoughts.” Everything around her was beautiful. Many of the trees were changing to their lovely Autumn shades of gold, yellow, some orange, and the occasional red. But red was not one of her favorites – she’d seen it too often under other circumstances.

The fallen leaves crunched beneath her hiking shoes as she meandered down the winding pathway deeper into the woods.

She breathed in deeply. There was a scent, a curious scent of burning leaves. Foolish, everything was so dry right now, so foolish to be burning anything. She glanced around. This particular hiking trail she’d been on before. It was far away from any of the subdivisions, just woods and a creek a little further down the trail.

But she wondered if it would be dried up. It felt like it had been over a week since there had been any rain.

An unexpected dizziness swept through her so strongly that she had to stop for a moment. As she peered upward, she saw the tall trees all around her reaching toward a cloudy sky.

So strange, when she’d set out from the small parking lot near the dog park, it had been the clearest blue with a few puffy white clouds. But not like this.

Then, another substantial sweep of dizziness hit her, as if she were swirling while standing completely still. Maybe she shouldn’t look upward. Maybe just head back now, but she didn’t move, just rooted to the spot.

“A bug with no skin.”

Something was definitely amiss, not the usual form of anxiety or bouts of depression that would spring on her inexplicably.

What she was feeling was different. She bent over, bending her knees, sort of awkwardly crouching down to the ground. It seemed silly, but then again, she felt desperate. Dr. Crispin called it grounding, putting her palms flat on the earth.

“The earth is filled with powerful grounding energy. It seems odd, but this can help you stabilize.”

Yes, Allie agreed, it did seem odd. And if she wasn’t alone, she’d never consider it, but desperate times —

She closed her eyes, breathing in deeply, indeed feeling a stabilization of the dizziness, at least momentarily. Deep breaths, deep breaths, she coached herself. So absorbed, that was the danger, she didn’t even hear the crunching leaves behind her, but there was something — a shift, perceptible, and a heaviness accompanying it.

She opened her eyes, then slowly turned around, and a few yards away, she saw the figure — a man dressed in a windbreaker, a red one.

She straightened up, shakily standing, suddenly feeling the sweep of dizziness passing over her again. He wasn’t moving, just staring at her — tall, brown-hair, tanned skin, beard, and mustache.

“I was trying not to disturb you.” He finally spoke, kind of flat, unemotional, definitely no signature Arkansas accent, didn’t move an inch, hands in his pockets.

“Oh, I had just dropped something, trying to find it,” she murmured awkwardly.

“I thought you might be grounding yourself,” he said rather casually.

What? That was an unexpected punch. She really didn’t think this was a mainstream thing, “grounding oneself.”

“Um, oh, well,” she muttered in confusion.

“Did you find it?”

“Find it?”

“What you dropped.”

A swirl of confusion swept over her. How did she get herself into these situations? “I was grounding.”

Expressionless, “I know.”

She drew in another deep, uncomfortable, awkward breath. “Yeah, well, it’s late, I think I need to get back.”

“It’s only 10:00, 10:00 AM, here I mean.”

Was this a bizarre conversation, or was it just her? “Here? You mean instead of in China?”

A strange sort of smile drifted across his face as though he appreciated the sarcasm. “No, I meant from where I came from, it was afternoon, around three.”

Why did it feel acutely as though she was losing air out of her lungs? She really needed to shut up. “Where you came from? And where was that exactly?”

The smile was staying. Why was that? “Not far. You see, I was tracking.”

“I don’t think it’s hunting season around here.” She crossed her arms in front of her. Again, why was she still talking to him? He could very well be unhinged.

“No, no, I don’t hunt animals.”

And he was silent again, not elaborating. “Okay, well, as I said, regardless of the time. I need to get going. You have a nice day.” And then she realized it. To get back, she’d have to walk right past him, the bizarre fellow in the red jacket. And it bothered her, worried her, but there seemed no help for it. Either walk past or make a beeline through the woods, which she was not going to do.

And it was true, she did need to get back. She worked online, several jobs online, one of which was freelance editing, a stack of articles she’d been putting off.

Allie steeled herself. She bent her head down and tried to give him a wide berth as she started to pass. Then it happened, the unthinkable. At least something she didn’t see coming. His arm shot out, and he grabbed her forearm as she was passing.

Direct contact, not exactly direct because she was wearing a long-sleeved button-down, but close enough. Extreme, it felt sort of like a sizzling brand burning through her shirt. She twisted in reflex, trying to pull away, but it was like steel. He was immovable.

“Let me go,” she rasped, because it was painful. She was feeling too many things, hot acid all over her. “Christ, where have you been!” she muttered frantically.

“Ssshhh,” he said calmly. “Be still for a minute.”

She didn’t want to. She was outraged and horrified simultaneously. What the hell gave him the right?

And then she heard the words, loud and powerful in her mind. “Stop.”

That silenced her, made her stop pulling every which way to get loose. Shocking, stunning, “Quiet your mind.” Was the command on its heels.

Her vision began to blur, dizziness, such swirls of dizziness. “We need to talk,” he murmured softly, before it all tipped into a gray blanket of mist.

*

“Allie,” whispers floating around her mind. “Don’t be so emotional. There’s nothing to cry about.”

But there was, always, so much pain around her.

“Why can’t you be like everyone else?” Her father’s pleas.

It wasn’t always possible to pretend. Not always.

“Allie, wake up.”

She opened her eyes and felt a chill instantly travel down her spine. And on top of that, she smelled smoke. Still dizzy and with a headache, she gingerly sat up and looked around. It was a room, a den, big rustic, larger than the one at her house, with a huge stone fireplace that was lit. “You can use the throw on the chair,” a disembodied voice, though familiar masculine tones, floated in. She glanced around. Beside her was indeed a wooden rocking chair with a beige woven blanket draped over it. She snatched it quickly. It was cold, much colder than it had been when she left her house.

And then the man in question made an appearance, the one from the woods, the one who’d grabbed her arm and now evidently had— “You know this is kidnapping,” she voiced aloud, not sure if she should have thought that through more, given her unexplored predicament. But she did tend to be on the impulsive side.

“I made us some coffee, a teaspoon of sugar, and some milk, right?” He asked, bringing in two steaming mugs from around a corner, probably the kitchen, but who the hell knew.

She pulled the throw tightly around her that she’d wrapped up in seconds before. “I don’t know if I want any.”

He stopped in front of the sofa, then abruptly took a sip out of one mug and then the other. “See, not drugged.”

“But now I have to drink after you,” she spat out.

He nodded, unconcerned. “Okay, I’ll go wash it down the sink.”

“No,” dang it. “I’ll take it.” She loved coffee, one of her few indulgences. She took it out of his hands, carefully, not wanting any direct physical contact. But taking the mug, she could feel an agitation passing into her fingertips, though not nearly as pronounced as when he’d grabbed her arm.

“I took a shower.”

She looked up at him blankly. “Good for you.”

Frowning, “To get rid of some of the gunk.”

What a bizarre thing to say to a stranger, but then again, what about this wasn’t bizarre? “Okay, not sure why I need to know that.”

He frowned, “Energy, Allie, negative energy. That’s what upset you when I took your arm.”

“Took my arm? You mean when you grabbed my arm, and I couldn’t get away.”

“Yep, I can see why it would seem that way to you.”

“Look, it didn’t just seem that way—” then abruptly another disturbing thought filtered in. She straightened up further on the sofa. “Wait a minute, when did you have time to take a shower? How long have I been out?”

He sort of mumbled. “You didn’t make the trip well.”

Recoiling a bit, in fact backing up as much as physically possible into the corner of this rather large, overstuffed green sofa. “Trip? What trip? Did you put me in a car? Did you drug me?”

“No, this place is in the woods, the Village, just on a different plateau.”

“Plateau? What gibberish is that?”

He frowned again, taking a sip out of his coffee mug. “Drink some. I put cinnamon in it. It’s soothing.”

She shouldn’t just to spite him, but she did, take a huge sip, and it was good, strong with a fleeting taste of cinnamon. Well, her kidnapper makes a good cup of coffee. Wasn’t that good news. “Look, whoever you are.”

“My name is Ryland Gray.”

“Okay, fine, Mr. Gray, I don’t know who you are, but I really need to go home. I’m not like everyone else. I have complicated, um, medical issues.”

“Yes, Miss Beckett. I am aware.” Beckett, Beckett, she hadn’t given him her name. Oh God, how did he know— “You really need to calm down, Allie.”

She swallowed on a dry throat, even though she’d just had a mouthful of coffee. “How, how do you know my name?”

And then he looked down into his mug, “Yep.” No elaboration.

“You won’t find the answers in there,” she snapped.

And then he looked up again. He had brown eyes, sort of brownish green and suddenly they didn’t seem quite as hard and cold as they were a moment before. “It’s complicated.”

She swung her legs around, putting her feet solidly on the wooden floor. At least she was still wearing her hiking shoes. “Am I free to go?” She asked with feigned courage.

“Sure,” he mumbled. “Be my guest.”

Standing up while still feeling wobbly, she braced herself. She would simply walk out the front door, find her way back to the trail and her car, and put this insanity behind her.

He stepped back a bit, out of her way, and she noted for the first time he was wearing one of those heavy flannel button-downs, red and black like some kind of lumbar jack over jeans. Red, too much red, she detested that color.

As quickly as she could manage, she stalked across the den to the front door, turning a rather large bolt and then flinging it open. And then she just stood there on the threshold after a gasp. Distantly, she could hear him moving just behind her, “Yeah, it happened while you were asleep. We’re about two months ahead of you.”

“Ahead?” she whispered in shock because everywhere she looked outside was covered in a layer of freshly fallen snow.

“But the good news is it melts pretty quickly here. By the morning, we can get out again.”

She stood there transfixed. It was so cold, but she was numb. “Have I lost my mind?”

“No, Allie Beckett. You’ve just traveled a bit.”

*

She wandered aimlessly around the den of Ryland Gray’s house in the woods, though exactly which woods and where was a pesky detail her mind couldn’t seem to grasp just at the moment.

Had he somehow driven her — without her being aware, while she was unconscious — so far away from her Village rental that wherever they were now, it was actually snowing.

“No,” he said emphatically.

She glanced across the room. Way across, because he was on one side, looking out a front window whose blinds he had opened, and she was way on the other side, staring out a sliding glass door that led onto a screen porch. She stared back at him. He wasn’t even looking at her. “No, what?” She asked with irritation.

At that, he turned around, still holding a coffee cup in his hand. He couldn’t possibly be sipping on that first cup of coffee still. “This is my second,” he said out of the blue.

And then she got it. Allie might be slow to the race, but she did get there, well, eventually. “Are you—I mean are you really—”

“Reading your thoughts? Yeah, kind of. That’s how I knew how you wanted your coffee, teaspoon of sugar and all that.” He stated rather matter-of-factly.

Oh God, that was right. She hadn’t even thought of that. “Wait a minute. I wasn’t thinking about how I wanted my coffee fixed.”

He frowned. Ryland Gray had a strange frown that kind of looked less like he was disappointed and more like the world was confounding. And he was a bit ticked off by it. At least, that was her take. “Yep, got me there, Allie Beckett. Just when I was starting to think you might not be too sharp, you get me in the side with a pocketknife.”

“What the hell kind of analogy is that?”

“A serviceable one.”

“The coffee, Mr. Gray.”

Eyebrow went up a bit. They were kind of heavy dark eyebrows. Evidently, this face had a bit more malleability than she’d previously suspected. “You want another cup?”

“I want to know how you knew how I take my coffee,” she nearly hissed back at him.

“Don’t get so testy, Allie. It’s best to be more laid back here. Things can be reactive.”

She put her hands on her hips. She really felt like spitting at him, but spitting at a kidnapper might not be the best avenue to take just now. “I don’t know what that means. I don’t know what nonsense you’re babbling about. Are you on some kind of meds?”

That frown again, definitely the resting face. “It’s more permeable.”

She let her hands drop from her hips, waiting for elaboration. But as she’d expected, none was forthcoming. “Oh well, thanks. That explains a lot.”

“So,” he said slowly. And it was a challenge to say such a short one-syllable word slowly. “You want some breakfast?”

Oh, God, this man was going to drive her bananas. “No, Mr. Gray, what I want is to go home.”

He nodded, “Yeah, Miss Beckett. But as I explained, we’re snowed in until tomorrow.”

Hands instinctively flew back onto her hips. “Did you explain that? I don’t remember you explaining shit to me about anything!”

Now there was a flicker of a smile. What the hell was wrong with this guy? “I think I told you not to be so upset, Allie,” he said with a frustrating calmness.

“That’s not explaining,” she mumbled, because it suddenly felt as though she was losing breath, and on top of that, she was dizzy. “I feel funny.”

At some point, he’d moved, moved quickly across the den, and grabbed her arm. She thought to pull away, but everything was spinning, colors spinning everywhere. “Take some deep breaths,” he said with authority.

“I-I can’t. I can’t get my breath.”

“You’re acclimating. It will pass. That’s why I wanted you to stay calm.”

“Acclimating? What does that even mean?” She could barely get the words out. It was such a swirl, a swirl of colors all around her, then other things, things pulsating and writhing almost.

He took her other arm with his hand and began to shake her a bit. “Don’t go there, Allie. Stay focused.”

Vaguely, she wondered what he’d done with his coffee cup, then she could see it in her mind. So odd, like a freeze frame backup. She saw him on the other side of the room, talking to her just moments before. But it was different because now she could feel what he was feeling. He was talking to her, but also looking outside, and also seeing masses of colors slashing across the room. And he was elsewhere, inside her memories, standing next to her in her apartment, examining things, and in Dr. Crispin’s office, sitting there listening closely to their private sessions.

“What the hell is this?” she whispered as she felt him scoop under her legs and lift her in his arms. Contact, so much contact. Usually, she couldn’t bear it. But it was different, so different even from the first time he’d touched her.

“It’s all right, Allie. I’m trying to help,” he murmured. And then a drape of gray passed over her as she lost consciousness again.

*

“You might have prepared her a little better.”

“I didn’t think she’d fight it so much.”

“That’s why you picked her because she’s a fighter.”

Her eyes opened slowly to the dim light of her bedside table. They hurt, her eyes, but she forced them to take in her surroundings. A white corner desk, an ash-wood tall dresser against the wall, and a bed surrounded by her light, fluffy, pastel-colored pillows. She drew in a deep breath that permeated throughout her. But not dizzying. She straightened up and glanced behind her. Yes, it was her ironwork sleigh bed. She was home, home, and profoundly, profoundly confused.

All a dream? Is that what he was trying to sell her? She glanced around, somewhat gratefully but equally confounded.

So, Mr. Ryland Gray was playing games with her.

She pulled her white faux fur bed pillow against her chest. It did feel good to be with her things, stability. And she could just let it be, let it be, and forget the insanity of the other stuff. It was like a gift, a parting gift, whatever he was after, whatever he wanted from her, just didn’t work out.

She leaned back in the bed drowsily. Sure, path of least resistance. Sure, maybe, then she closed her eyes, feeling entirely too exhausted to figure any of this out.

*

When she did finally get out of bed and checked the clock by her nightstand, it was early morning, just shy of seven, a little later than she usually got up. But when she looked at her cellphone, she was stunned. Allie had found something utterly disturbing. She’d lost a day. She remembered clearly that it was Friday morning when she was walking the forest trail by the dog park. But this morning was Sunday. An entire day had just slipped away.

Her head was throbbing painfully, so she was determined to not deal with this until after coffee and something to eat. And then she noticed she was wearing the same clothes, blue jeans, and a sweater she’d been wearing when —

She shut her mind down emphatically. No, no, she would not deal with any of this insanity, coffee, food, then a shower. Exerting great control over her mind, the one that was literally bursting forth with fearsome questions and uncontrollable emotions, she began to move. She wouldn’t backslide. Dr. Crispin had taught her how to maintain a degree of control. No matter what was happening, she wouldn’t allow herself to slide back into that dark time again.

*

Late morning, shuffling with distraction through the largely empty aisles of the only grocery right outside the gates of the Village, and by right outside, she meant a good six or seven miles away from her home. That was the rub of living in the secluded Village. It was indeed secluded and took a bit of time and driving to get anywhere.

It was a fact of life that one had to be a good planner here. It wasn’t like you could just pop over to the grocery for something you’d forgotten. She yawned. A piece of toast, coffee, and a hot shower had not cleared the cobwebs. She usually did her shopping early Saturday morning, way before the crowds dribbled in. Sundays were more dicey. The churchgoing group liked to hit the store early before the 10:00 a.m. service. And oddly enough, while no groceries, the large expanse of the Village, over 26,000 acres of the Ouachita Mountains, at least that was what the travel brochures purported, was dotted with so very many houses of Worship — every denomination to pick from, and some she’d never heard of.

But Allie wasn’t a churchgoer. She’d had enough of that, a mother who’d brought her highly emotional child to a congregation that seemed only too happy to pray over her for exactly what she wasn’t sure, except that maybe her well-meaning mother thought she was possessed by some aberrant evil of some capacity.

Another yawn, yes, this was going to be tough going, shopping the specials and buying for the week. Maybe she should have waited, waited, and done this tomorrow. But how she hated her inflexible schedule being interrupted, particularly after all those odd dreams.

Quite assuredly, the pieces did not fit together, not one bit, but the alternative seemed to be more than she could deal with just now. She pulled the grey hoodie that she’d pulled on over her black sweater more tightly about her as she moved her icy basket down the largely empty aisles. It was so cool this morning, a sudden chill in the air that had seemed to creep out of nowhere.

And then, abruptly, she stopped, stopped driving her basket past the pasta shelves. She had planned to make her grandmother’s spaghetti sauce and portion it for four days, because after all, she was just one person. But then it happened again, like a stabbing pain darting up her spine, a pain that wasn’t exactly a pain.

“It’s an awareness.”

“What does that mean?”

“You have to accept the fact that you’re like a radar for things other people can’t feel.”

“What kind of things?”

“Unfortunately, with you, I would suspect difficult things.” Dr. Crispin had explained with the expected detachment of a professional.

Her eyes rose slowly, canvassing the aisles. She was situated at this point about in the middle. Forward, there was no one, and as she quickly glanced behind, she noted nothing there as well. She took in a quick breath. Well, either it would pass or, if it was too intense, she’d simply abandon the shopping cart and get out of there. Otherwise, as she’d found in the past, it could turn quite detrimental to her.

Allie steadied herself, drawing in a deep breath, closing her eyes, and attempting to center as she’d practiced during her sessions with Dr. Crispin. Once she felt steadier and had regained her mastery, she slowly opened her eyes and immediately saw a figure standing at the front of the aisle. It was jarring because, besides being positioned in the middle of what would be her exit and staring her down, there was the face. It was an old man with a bony, gaunt face — not one that looked naturally aged, but instead with pale, crinkled skin tightly stretched across his skull. His eyes were wide and unblinking, giving him a zombie-like expression, as if he’d walked out of The Walking Dead. Instinctively, she stepped back, then felt a decisive stab in her heart region.

“Remember to see what is actually there, Allie. Not representative.”

“Representative? What does that mean?”

“Your brain and your eyes adjust to what you feel is the truth.”

“Could you be more opaque?”

And then Dr. Crispin had frowned in her disgruntled/disapproving manner. “Tell your mind to see what everyone else sees.”

Okay, okay, fine, Dr. Crispin, she mentally acknowledged. Centering herself, she sent out a pure, crisp thought to her mind. See what everyone sees.

It was blurry for a moment, as though her eyes were actively refocusing, and then she began to see the change. The old man’s face sort of melted, molding into something else. It took her breath, for a moment, such a sharp, radical difference. Not only had the features softened, but they were no longer a man but instead a woman, a tall, statuesque blond, maybe early twenties, very pretty in a beachy sort of way. The woman was now smiling back at her in such a welcoming way. But Allie couldn’t help but feel a lurch in her stomach, a lurch of nausea as the pain in her heart area only deepened. She was losing energy, clearly a drainer, but something else, something worse, somehow.

Without a thought, she flipped the direction of her basket around in the aisle, quickly moving toward the opposite end of the store. Once she was out of that thing’s sight, she ditched the cart and rapidly headed out the front door.

Her breathing was shallow, panicked. It was so strong, the feeling of darkness, much more potent than she usually felt. When she reached the door of her yellow jeep that she’d beeped open with her keys only seconds before, she was startled. In her panic, she hadn’t noticed anyone approaching, and she actually jumped as a hand closed over her own. Her eyes jolted up, staring into a familiar bearded face, one she’d decided was a dream even though the pieces didn’t add up.

“What are—” she started, not at all sure how to finish that question.

“Get in the car,” Ryland Gray said with steel in his voice. “We need to talk.”

*

They were sitting in the front of her banana yellow Jeep in the parking lot of the Piggly Wiggly, she in the driver’s seat and her uninvited guest, one Ryland Gray, who it was clear was no figment of her imagination, in the passenger seat. And oh yeah, he was saying nothing.

“Look, what is—”

“Sssshhh,” he snapped impatiently.

“Hey, you were the one who said—”

“Be quiet, Allie. Don’t you understand, be quiet around here?”

“Around here?”

And then he gave her a glaring look that did indeed silence her. She tapped her fingers on the steering wheel, wondering if she should make a run for it because this guy was clearly a bit nuts.

“Look,” he snapped out. “Is that It?”

Her eyes rose back to the front entrance of the grocery where that Woman Thing, whatever it was, had just exited the store. “Is that what?” she whispered.

It’s a shell.”

Her eyes widened. “A what? A shell?”

He nodded slowly, his eyes fixed on the figure that had stopped a few rows over beside a bright red sports car. “Yep,” he said slowly. “Good work, Allie. You’re clearly raw at this, but excellent nonetheless.”

Her eyes watched dubiously as the woman/thing/shell, as he called it, climbed in and started her car. “Excellent at what?”

“Being a diviner.”

“A diviner, don’t they predict the future?” She muttered in confusion.

“No, not that kind. Like the stick that finds water, a divining rod.”

Now that image took a moment to soak in. “You’re comparing me to a stick.”

“Start the car,” he said abruptly.

“Why?”

“Because we’re going to follow it.”

Copyright © 2025 by Evelyn Klebert

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